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Its bad enough that I have to work 12 hours overnight..
I don't appreciate the fact that I have to spend that time working with a fucking gym junkie who injects steroids and carries on worse than a Goddamn crying baby.
Take your fucking chemical enhanced anger and shrivelled up testicles somewhere else because your childish attitude makes people want to knock you out.
 
tripnotyzm said:
Its bad enough that I have to work 12 hours overnight..
I don't appreciate the fact that I have to spend that time working with a fucking gym junkie who injects steroids and carries on worse than a Goddamn crying baby.
Take your fucking chemical enhanced anger and shrivelled up testicles somewhere else because your childish attitude makes people want to knock you out.
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I'm sorry to hear about what you have to go through buddy. I'm glad you have a job though!
 
Cheers.
Its extremely annoying coming in to this hell hole to have a giant raging out at you for 12 hours straight for absolutely no justified reason.
Steroids man, they're absolutely ridiculous and so are the people who can't handle their attitude on them.
 
tripnotyzm said:
Cheers.
Its extremely annoying coming in to this hell hole to have a giant raging out at you for 12 hours straight for absolutely no justified reason.
Steroids man, they're absolutely ridiculous and so are the people who can't handle their attitude on them.
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yeah, I feel you there.

Do you have a boss you can complain to? Or is he your boss or something?

Have you considered starting to look for new jobs? I'm sure with only like 4 hours of free time a day you don't really have much time to do that, but still, an idea.
 
My aunt and uncle were running in the Boston marathon and I haven't managed to get in touch with any of my family in the US. What the fuck has been going on lately? I feel like deaths just won't stop piling up. Too much to deal with. I've already got enough people to be worried sick about right now without adding them to the mix. Who would want to live in such a fucked up world where the first thing you think of when you hear there's been a bombing is 'oh, another one?' I certainly don't. More drugs and I'm out of here I reckon.
 
Pretty bad world hey Pagey.

There are better places on this planet.. Places that haven't been inhibited by the human race.
<3
 
Very sorry to hear that, hope they are alright, best wishes.^

I have made the worst decisions in my life in the last few months. I had been almost entirely drug free except for very occasional opiates and ketamine for a very long time (18+months). I dont know why but a shitload of coke turned into doing alot meth for the first time. alot of it.. and not stopping until today. things are so fucking awful right now... and my girlfriend of 4 years broke it off with a text the other night, since shes too depressed and it would have hurt too much in person.... wtf!. fuck off world!
 
I have done a very bad, deceitful thing to a beautiful person who has never once acted in a negative way in her life..
After spending years building a strong, healthy & honest relationship, I have gone and completely fucked it up.
The pain i have caused today is some thing i am really struggling to deal with. I cannot see a way out of this :(
 
tripnotyzm said:
I have done a very bad, deceitful thing to a beautiful person who has never once acted in a negative way in her life..
After spending years building a strong, healthy & honest relationship, I have gone and completely fucked it up.
The pain i have caused today is some thing i am really struggling to deal with. I cannot see a way out of this :(
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Check your PMs.
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every time I think I find a reason to live, eventually turns sour and is just another reason to end it all
 
my job is KILLING me w/my chronic pain, if i didn't have my benzos i would be fucked. i need this job. so i just deal with the pain. but i know i couldn't do it w/o my pills just thank god i have something. i'm going to use this job to transfer states so i need to stay with them so i have a job when i get there and it makes it all easier. then i can look for one where i can sit down and my back and neck don't feel like meat hooks are pulling my spine in the wrong directions *#@*(*&#&*(##@&$$&
 
i really dont like the pic on the front page of bl right now.... the one with the needles and possibly unconcious person... its a bit much and a bit disturbing for me
 
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