Tommyboy, if you're a downstater trapped in WESTERN NY then I'll come for that ride with you. haha.
But yeah, OP, you have many valium threads. Valium and alcohol don't mix well, too much of either is a certain blackout, way too much = respiratory depression = death. You are 16, it's not in your best interest to start abusing benzos so young, they are extremely addictive. I use alprazolam for anxiety, and I do not abuse it, and it upsets me when people use these as party drugs --- it makes those of us who more or less need them to function have a lot harder of a time getting a script for them (my doctor is retiring, I'm in tears over it). At 16, play around with some alcohol, smoke some pot --- I'd wait on even starting to experiment with pills, until you at least have some experience with alcohol. You're still in highschool --- the drug (ab)use is best put off until college IME.