~vacant~

[neverwas]

~vacant~

a vacant expression stares at me
burning through my eyes
looking directly into my face
plaguing everything in my mind

it laughs
it mocks
it hurts
it cries

it drives the dagger futhur
penetrating it deeper
leaving for dead
whatever falls behind

blood strewn from head to toe
the cry can be heard miles away
her body it falls and slumps on the floor
as her mouth whispers the words…

‘I love you, forever more’

no one will notice
this insignificant change.
no one will come to see me
when im dead
buried in my grave

a vacant expression stares at me
burning through my eyes
looking directly into my face
plaguing everything in my mind



~this wasnt written bout anyone in particular. it was inspired through a song i was listening to by Nine Inch Nails~

 

[antinazi77]

nice deep stuff
i hope no one visits my remains
trent rocks
which song was it ?
I just found out he sampeled that beat that is someone getting beaten from a old lucas flick called thx1138
first half is really dry but it turns around - starwars fans must see, or hear the effects atleast

 

[Rollingrrl]

I like this a lot. I've always thought it rather interesting that the soul/spirit etc almost always seems to leave the person before they kill themselves. just truly a case of your spirit dying. But i do like the way its written and you did a great job of capturing the essence of it.

 

[neverwas]

antinazi77: it was ~

~Hurt~ by Nine Inch Nails.

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear my crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way



*sighs* i really feel with this song

 

[antinazi77]

the refrence I was speaking of is mr. self distruct

johny cash covered trent and not the other way around right?

I saw something the other day that gave me the oposite impression