It is a horrible drug. I don't know why I ever even tried it seeing how many people told me to stay the fuck away from it. Almost made me even more drawn to it though. I had a handle on it for a while but one weekend a month, turned to 3 weekends a month, to 1-2 days a week, to 5 days a week and so on... I gradually got worse and worse. When I quit I weighed like 135-140 lbs (when I should weigh at least 165-170). Glad my friends I was doing it with all are in prison, (sad to say this) but it was my only hope at getting away, even though I wanted to stay away (I just couldn't). Haven't touched it since June or July of 2013! Never going back to that shit! Never going back to smoking weed either. cuz I feel more clear headed for 1, and I can't do it in moderation (I let it consume my life and everything I do). Plus it always leads to supporting the habit and other drug habits that start forming around it from my friends and shit. Feel much more comfortable only taking MDxx and psychedelics because they're much harder to abuse.