Using mdma again after long break...

[takewhatuneed]

So its been about 6 months since the last time i rolled. About a year and half ago i went threw the "honeymoon phase" and was mind blown by how mdma could impact my life both on and off the drug. I really do believe mdma can provide everyone with some positive insights about themselves and this game we call life. Although it does have negative aspects as well.

I now have some pills which i am told are strong. I am excited to roll again but am also a little anxious because i have taken such a long break and i am unsure if i should put myself through this phase again.

I was wondering how i could get the most out of this next roll and how i can make it as good as possible? I am also wondering how i can keep myself contained and not make it obvious that i am on molly? ( i will be around friends who do not roll). How can i use my next roll to learn about myself more and expand my mind?

I realize these are difficult questions to answer, but i would really appreciate any advice and knowledgeable answers from experienced users. I appreciate ANY advice that you can offer me with. THANKS IN ADVANCE!

 

[anonymous777]

First of all, good for you for taking 6 months off. That will benefit your health and rolling as well. As long as you have good, tested MDMA, you should roll your balls off.

How to get the most out of this roll: Excercising and eating healthy is your best friend(lots of fruits and vegggies). In my experience, eating very little the day of has benefited my roll tremendously. If you REALLY want to prepare, find a thread about preloading, there is a lot you can do, but its extensive and i dont do it.

About non-rolling friends: You will have a much better roll if you don't have to worry about containing yourself. I would recommend against rolling around non-rolling people, it WILL kill your roll when people around you are not on the same wavelength.

To gain knowledge/wisdom: HAVE NO EXPECTATIONS. You cannot make this happen, it must happen on its own. Simply have fun and enjoy, while I know it's impractical, try to forget you even took the drug.

I can see you as an over-thinker. Don't overthink it!

 

[2c-goinsane]

777 basically covered what i would say.

i wouldn't roll around people that aren't rolling id rather just be rolling alone until i came down, that's me though every one is different. my roll can be disturbed very easily i roll better/longer in peaceful environments not around many people.

i also agree with having zero expectations going into the roll that could ruin it for you imo, the mdma experience changed for me after i took a big break from it. i use to think of it as a flooring uncontrollable euphoric intense high and now its like im riding on a soft euphoric warm cloud the whole time. still very enjoyable and rewarding just not what i was use to in the honey moon phase, which makes since iv grown up a lot since that period in my life. i used heavily for a while like unhealthy heavily so im sure tolerance had a lot to do with it.