dopemegently
Bluelighter
That is very encouraging re your "brain change" experience. I was in a similar position to you (only I was on mega doses of dhc when contemplating bupe). I waited until I was sick as hell, and then I took my sub, and I have to say it was a good decision for me.
Funnily enough, that first bupe gave me a fairly strong body high, but of course dhc is a far, far weaker drug than heroin; I've heard of heroin addicts getting sick after beginning bupe, but I'm really no expert. The real brain change is knowing you're on bupe and that you can't get high, it just won't work; it really removes temptation from the equation. Also, it trains you to think "straight" you think normaly on bupe, without the intense euphoria of powerful opiates.
So, I wish you all the best slum survivor, getting on bupe could be a real good thing for you. Just don't take it too early; wait 'till you're in full-blown WD's.
Funnily enough, that first bupe gave me a fairly strong body high, but of course dhc is a far, far weaker drug than heroin; I've heard of heroin addicts getting sick after beginning bupe, but I'm really no expert. The real brain change is knowing you're on bupe and that you can't get high, it just won't work; it really removes temptation from the equation. Also, it trains you to think "straight" you think normaly on bupe, without the intense euphoria of powerful opiates.
So, I wish you all the best slum survivor, getting on bupe could be a real good thing for you. Just don't take it too early; wait 'till you're in full-blown WD's.