I don't use benzos, I took them 4 days in row, then stopped, then I took oxycodone two days stopped for 2 days didnt take anything. I've had many times 1-2 weeks breaks from everything. I know I'm compulsive type of person, hell I can't even control my porn watching, it will always end seeking and watching it for 6 hours, on drugs even longer, crazy shit, I enjoy using amphetamines and watch porn maybe best thign you can do on drugs, everything other is bullshit. But I don't use same drug for long periods, I know when I start to get WD's from past experience.
You see I have to work with people and I don't like it at all, I have to work hard, so I need drugs. Right now my options are one what I want most is stop taking everything except this new anti-depressant, but in this case I need to quit my job. Other option is continue using drugs so I'm able to work. I know I'm addicted to pregabalin, now I've used it for 1 week in row, I've beat 2g/day 6 month habit before and I know it's hell, nowadays I know that if I take over 3 days in row I get wd's, so I know I'm going to get wd's from this, I can beat them with 2 xanax for the hardest days which are first 3 days, but I need to take sick leave for depression which I've had for years. I'm planning to get electric or ketamine treatment for depression if this anti-depresasant don't work.
I'm sure there are many people like my who struggle wit this issue that you have to keep taking drug in order to work.
I just took my last pregabalins, I'm not going to get more of them I hate them. I have around 15g gabapentin and I can get different benzos (I'm not addicted or depended on them so it's no problem, I don't get any high from them, just takes anxiety away). So maybe you have plan to wean of from short period pregabalin use in one week plan? I can take sick leave for that time. Fuck I hate that I can't just go to my doctor and tell everything, and there isn't much help for drug addictions around. I'm not going to touch oxycodone anymore I took it again yesterday, fuck it gives me strong urges to use it, much stronger than any other opioid I've used.
I have amphetamine, tho' for whatever reason I have to take 3x higher doses than normally even that I shouldn't have any tolerance as last time I really used them was one year ago, I suspect this anti-deprsessant makes it less powerful. With amphetamine (not meth) I've never have had problems to quit, so I've uses it to stop opioids and pregabalin in past and it worked well. Amphetamine and GHB works well for WD's.
I didn't use any drugs for 1 years except alcohol and amphetamine for few times, no problem except from alcohol that makes me act irrationally. As soon as I started working again I started using Gaba and opioid class drugs and now I'm in this mess. At least this time I've used only few one week daily.