Listen, this is when you need to ask yourself, how in control of you, you really are.
Dipropyltryptamine is more spiritual and personal in an existential way than DMT. IF you feel as if your Opiate addiction is not so much a physical thing as it is a spiritual thing.
You are going to need a guide, Jumping into this head first isn't going to cure you. if anything it could torment you and make you use them that much harder. You'd go back doing them in excessive doses to cure yourself of the pain you felt during the dpt.
DPT can facilitate this absolution of the past. I was the trip sitter for my friend Danny who developed quite the addiction to smoking Oxycontin. He smoked so many he had no teeth and his addiction stemmed from the fact that the love of his life passed on while giving birth to his child.
His child also died in the process as it was several months early. But being poor and living off of a diet of cigarettes and fast food. You know life can be a bitch and then it kills your bitch and your kid leaving you to figure out the rest of your life.
Oxys to him, seemed to be the ideal choice.
One session with 500mg orally of DPT and alot of crying and hugging and listening to music over like 10 hours and stuff literally helped this guy alot. He drinks beers and smokes a shit ton of weed. but I think the key thing here is, that Oxys aren't in his life anymore. You need someone who is willing to help carry the weight of the world for this time while you are expressing yourself at your absolute highest. Or else you might run into dark corridors. This person also cannot be high with you as you don't want whatever negative forces that have over taken your life to some how manifast their resolve in the mind of the person who is trying to help you, that isn't nice or fair.
This isn't about psychoanalysis as much as it is up rooting the tick, or the problem at it's core. You know what the problem is. You want to fix it, meditate on that with the DPT in hand for days, weeks. Just tell it your goal. Before you do it, make sure that when you look at it, you almost fear it because you know it knows you want to be sober from opiates.
Make sure you have someone you trust, your soberest friend, or someone who you know you wronged but doesn't hate you, and wants to see your life improve.
Thats who i was to Danny. A teacher.
2c-e also helped me with my amphetamine addiction more so than Ayahuasca, Mushrooms, DMT,
I've only done 2c-e 10 times in 13 years, but that one month where i did it alone 4 times in a month... that showed me the world and things about myself that unfurl like a lotus slowly over time. I felt that like without that primer of teaching myself how to function differently out side of the drill point amphetamine tip literally brought me so much more clarity and resolve. I felt compassion again, it was amazing.
i do amphetamines once a year as a treat and not an insane amount. Generally usually at the greatest concert of the year.
anything can be done with the power of intention but it can't be done with any bullshit attached you can't be thinking about healing yourself then asking it for your ex-girlfriend back.
Shit doesn't work like that.
