So yeah the US opioid the great sham the scape is causing suicides by he hundreds in pain patients as our meds are ripped away in violation of suggested practices out doctors treating us like dirt and leading some to go to methadone clinics or under ground though from the under ground in the current regime there is no coming back as if they test you and find drugs not prescribed your essentially black listed.
So yeah don't know where to post the second half this but I take methadone for pain, pain they cannot find the source but that can get extremely unbearable, and of course break through meds are a thing of the past and they just go to the hospital which is bull cause the hospitals see you a pain patient as an addict and say nope bye despite at time time my blood pressure running 165/125 and they still would not treat the pain causing they would rather I have a stroke. That said I am on a rather low dose of opioids by pain standards based on the actual model for opioid use for pain and my doctor refuses to adjust my dose up as tolerance sets in and wants me to use a pain spray that I haft to pay for out of pocket because my insurance doesn't cover and not it is not a kick back thing as it is not his pharmacy or anything that could profit him except staying off the DEA radar.
With all that out I don't want to go the methadone clinic route and be labeled an addict for trying to treat my pain especially since I am on disability and they will screw you over for that, how ever only getting a tiny amount a month and basically being denied any secondary income source via there egregious system if you make extra income. Means the pain spray is out so I am looking to buy safe methadone in pill form as to stay off my doctors radar just for a few months to build up my stock pile as needed so I can take an extra pill or three a day when need as opposed to the 40mg as 10mg pills I am on a day now. my doctor refuse to see the need for break through meds and I am so tired of fighting him and any doctor I just want to be able to stop the pain when it is so bad that it changes me to angry moody and vomitus it makes me not me anymore and it needs to stop.
So yeah don't know where to post the second half this but I take methadone for pain, pain they cannot find the source but that can get extremely unbearable, and of course break through meds are a thing of the past and they just go to the hospital which is bull cause the hospitals see you a pain patient as an addict and say nope bye despite at time time my blood pressure running 165/125 and they still would not treat the pain causing they would rather I have a stroke. That said I am on a rather low dose of opioids by pain standards based on the actual model for opioid use for pain and my doctor refuses to adjust my dose up as tolerance sets in and wants me to use a pain spray that I haft to pay for out of pocket because my insurance doesn't cover and not it is not a kick back thing as it is not his pharmacy or anything that could profit him except staying off the DEA radar.
With all that out I don't want to go the methadone clinic route and be labeled an addict for trying to treat my pain especially since I am on disability and they will screw you over for that, how ever only getting a tiny amount a month and basically being denied any secondary income source via there egregious system if you make extra income. Means the pain spray is out so I am looking to buy safe methadone in pill form as to stay off my doctors radar just for a few months to build up my stock pile as needed so I can take an extra pill or three a day when need as opposed to the 40mg as 10mg pills I am on a day now. my doctor refuse to see the need for break through meds and I am so tired of fighting him and any doctor I just want to be able to stop the pain when it is so bad that it changes me to angry moody and vomitus it makes me not me anymore and it needs to stop.