I love why BL admins won't delete posts/accounts. "Our experience has shown that most of these requests come in the middle of some, possibly drug-induced moment of paranoia. If you're worried about what you've posted here, take some time away from the computer. Maybe it will seem like less of a problem the next day." Shit cracks me up.
As everyone else has said, ladies/girls/women are strange mysterious creatures sometimes. That's not to say they don't feel the same for us. From your other post I was able to determine your age and if your female companion is in the similar age group, then she is probably unsure about what she wants. Plenty of fish in the sea my friend. I, too, thought I was in love with a girl when I was your age (I'm 21 now), but that soon faded and now I'm left with the jaded idea that "true love" is an illusion, and that "love" is just an intense feeling of "like" you dig? This just goes to show that I don't know what love really is and that my definition changes with time, so therefore your definition (and criteria) will more than likely change. Maybe it's happening to her, maybe she never loved you to begin with, maybe she just needs personal time (we ALL do), maybe her sexual preference changed, etc. At your age males and females (I will refrain from saying men and women) undergo lots of changes emotionally, physically, spiritually, and romantically. My best advice, try not to get too attached to any one companion at your age, it leads to a lot of emotional turmoil and heartache, live for the moment and enjoy it, but don't do the whole envisioning marriage, kids, the whole domestic thang. Just sharing my experience, strength, and hope with you my friend. Just take it easy and don't smother her, make her want you, not the other way around otherwise you come off as clingy and obsessive.
