Bupe URGENT- Please Help me??

[ohnoimscared]

Hello BlueLighters!!
I was a frequent lurker of BL all throughout my teen years. Thanks for getting me through, arguably, the toughest time of my life!

OK HERES THE DEAL-

I was using kratom daily for about a year.
I switched from kratom, to percocet 30s. ONE 30 a day.
I switched from perc 30s to opana 40s...
I was up to 2 opana 40s a day, for a week, when I decided to go to subs.

HERES the deal:
I am SO scared. I began taking 2 suboxone 8mgs a day, 5 days ago.
I do NOT want to be stuck on suboxone. NO!
I got on suboxone, thinking, that I could skip my dose for 1 day, and use a pill the next night... Well, I am reading that this is not true, and I am not only feeling SCARED, but I am also feeling stuck!

Its been FIVE days... Ive been using 16mg of suboxone a day...
I am SO scared that its too late, and now it will not only be months before I can get high again, but months and MONTHS before I'm off of subs?

I am literally shaking right now. I hate being on these pills. My eyes dont focus on what I want them to... I mean, my head feels strange, I'm blacking out and forgetting things easily... I was under the impression i'd be able to get back onto kratom, or a lower dose of pills.. easily..

Now I just want to get back on pills and taper off of THEM, because I am seriously scared as all hell of tapering off of suboxone.

Its scaring the SHIT out of me when im reading like "well I withdrew off of 2mg and honestly, i'd rather withdraw off of a bundle a day habit" NOO!! AND I'M ON 16 MILIGRAMS A DAY?? WHAT??

Guys... I was JUST on a perc 30 a day like, 2 months ago... and now I'm hearing that what im using now, has a worse withdrawal than daily bundle IV users??? NOOO?? I want to get BACK on pills, and taper off of them, onto kratom, FAST, because I KNOW i can do that, i DONT know if I can do this with subs?? Wtf?? HELP PLEASE?

 

[ohnoimscared]

OK, here is my question simplified:

I mean.. I've been on 16mg of sub for 5 days now.
IS IT POSSIBLE... to go down to ONE 8mg pill tomorrow...
Then, HALF of an 8 the next day (so 4mg, two days from now)
Then, 2mg the next day... (3 days from now)
Then, go a day without, and then begin using perc30 pills again?

 

[dokomo]

This isn't an emergency, please don't put "urgent" in your thread title unless its an actual emergency.

Check out the suboxone megathread here. It has tons of information on dosing, tapering, withdrawal, etc. If you read it and what you're looking for isn't answered, post a specific question there.

I'm going to go ahead and close this, feel free to PM me if you have any questions