StrutterGear
Bluelight Crew
Okay, you've probably seen my post a fair bit in and around BL, and I've never really needed major help. I love my MDMA, and I do not regret this weekend one bit.
However, I do have some concerns (they were bound to pop up at some point). On Saturday night me and two other friends bought 1.5g of dark brown (massive crystals, they really were huge) and 1.5g of crappy coke - I can only speculate as to both of their quality but the MDMA delivered.
At around 7pm we all had a big line of ket (what was left from the last weekend) and around 10-11pm we did our first bomb.
Good night ensues, I drink 3 cans of relentless and we all finish the MDMA and coke.
I go to bed at around 5am, and after tossing and turning I get out of bed at around 10am (I assume the MDMA was cut with speed or such). I get out of bed, and feel very very feint. I almost fall over and blackout as I get out of the door - so I decide to go back to bed for my own safety as I clearly wasn't 'right'. At around 12pm in the afternoon I drag myself out of bed again and go into my mates room. I have a 2 minute conversation, and suddenly everything goes black. It was almost like a massive head rush, like when you stand up too quickly from sitting down. I full on blackout, and wake up seconds later slumped against the wall - my friend was shocked, and I almost broke his brand new TV. He asks if I'm ok, I said it happened again this morning, and go back to bed again. My girlfriend turns up around 4pm and I wake up, feeling very weak. We go to see a TV show ( we are in the audience) and I feel incredibly sick in the queue. I start to overheat and have to take off my jumper, and I am literally sweating buckets. I did not vomit once when rolling, although my friends did twice.
I have had past history with 'massive head rushes' when standing up too quickly or overstretching when I'm tired, causing me to see only darkness until I 'come to'. I have never been to the doctor or been diagnosed about it because I always felt it was just a natural occurance, as everybody gets it. I'm not sure if me collapsing yesterday and this are related, but I'd thought I'd give you my full background before jumping to conclusions.
On Monday (yesterday) me and my girlfriend fuck in the morning, but I have absolutely no sex drive. I get it up, go for about half an hour, and stop because I am exhausted (I don't even bust a nut). Soon after we went to Hyde Park to chillout, and I nap as we cuddle for a couple hours. I drift in and out of sleep, and as I wake up for the last time before we leave I hear somebody whispering my name. It was almost like somebody had snuck up behind me and whispered it in my ear. I have absolutely no history of schizophrenia in my family, but I am a 19 year old male and have heard that this is around the age where problems like this begin to show their face. I sincerly hope this is not the case; I am not paranoid about Government putting trackers on me and all that shit... I'm fairly 'normal'.
Does anyone seem to know what the cause of my problem is? I went to work today (tuesday) and again felt very feint around 12pm, maybe a lack of sleep? Any insight would be a great help. I will go to the doctor if the issue persits but I'll still probably have a hefty amount of cocaine and MDMA in my system, so I'd prefer to wait incase he asks for a blood test etc.
Thank you in advance for your help.
Peace, J.
Edit:: On Saturday morning I had a big breakfast but no dinner prior to taking the MDMA. I did not eat at all on Sunday as I literally had no appetite. I always force myself to eat the morning after so I can recoup my strength but I literally couldnt. My first meal after Saturday night was Monday afternoon. I feel this could of attributed to my 'weakness' in some way, but I feinted on the Sunday morning, it's not 'that' long without food. I did however consume 2x smoothies, 2x isotonic sports drink, 1x red bull and 100mg of 5-HTP and 300mg of chelated magnesium everyday since Saturday night.
Edit edit :: My friend has reminded me that I totally spaced out on sunday morning before I passed out. He was talking to me and I just started to 'stare into space' apparantly. This was an hour before I collapsed and almost broke his telly.
However, I do have some concerns (they were bound to pop up at some point). On Saturday night me and two other friends bought 1.5g of dark brown (massive crystals, they really were huge) and 1.5g of crappy coke - I can only speculate as to both of their quality but the MDMA delivered.
At around 7pm we all had a big line of ket (what was left from the last weekend) and around 10-11pm we did our first bomb.
Good night ensues, I drink 3 cans of relentless and we all finish the MDMA and coke.
I go to bed at around 5am, and after tossing and turning I get out of bed at around 10am (I assume the MDMA was cut with speed or such). I get out of bed, and feel very very feint. I almost fall over and blackout as I get out of the door - so I decide to go back to bed for my own safety as I clearly wasn't 'right'. At around 12pm in the afternoon I drag myself out of bed again and go into my mates room. I have a 2 minute conversation, and suddenly everything goes black. It was almost like a massive head rush, like when you stand up too quickly from sitting down. I full on blackout, and wake up seconds later slumped against the wall - my friend was shocked, and I almost broke his brand new TV. He asks if I'm ok, I said it happened again this morning, and go back to bed again. My girlfriend turns up around 4pm and I wake up, feeling very weak. We go to see a TV show ( we are in the audience) and I feel incredibly sick in the queue. I start to overheat and have to take off my jumper, and I am literally sweating buckets. I did not vomit once when rolling, although my friends did twice.
I have had past history with 'massive head rushes' when standing up too quickly or overstretching when I'm tired, causing me to see only darkness until I 'come to'. I have never been to the doctor or been diagnosed about it because I always felt it was just a natural occurance, as everybody gets it. I'm not sure if me collapsing yesterday and this are related, but I'd thought I'd give you my full background before jumping to conclusions.
On Monday (yesterday) me and my girlfriend fuck in the morning, but I have absolutely no sex drive. I get it up, go for about half an hour, and stop because I am exhausted (I don't even bust a nut). Soon after we went to Hyde Park to chillout, and I nap as we cuddle for a couple hours. I drift in and out of sleep, and as I wake up for the last time before we leave I hear somebody whispering my name. It was almost like somebody had snuck up behind me and whispered it in my ear. I have absolutely no history of schizophrenia in my family, but I am a 19 year old male and have heard that this is around the age where problems like this begin to show their face. I sincerly hope this is not the case; I am not paranoid about Government putting trackers on me and all that shit... I'm fairly 'normal'.
Does anyone seem to know what the cause of my problem is? I went to work today (tuesday) and again felt very feint around 12pm, maybe a lack of sleep? Any insight would be a great help. I will go to the doctor if the issue persits but I'll still probably have a hefty amount of cocaine and MDMA in my system, so I'd prefer to wait incase he asks for a blood test etc.
Thank you in advance for your help.
Peace, J.
Edit:: On Saturday morning I had a big breakfast but no dinner prior to taking the MDMA. I did not eat at all on Sunday as I literally had no appetite. I always force myself to eat the morning after so I can recoup my strength but I literally couldnt. My first meal after Saturday night was Monday afternoon. I feel this could of attributed to my 'weakness' in some way, but I feinted on the Sunday morning, it's not 'that' long without food. I did however consume 2x smoothies, 2x isotonic sports drink, 1x red bull and 100mg of 5-HTP and 300mg of chelated magnesium everyday since Saturday night.
Edit edit :: My friend has reminded me that I totally spaced out on sunday morning before I passed out. He was talking to me and I just started to 'stare into space' apparantly. This was an hour before I collapsed and almost broke his telly.
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