Epsilon Alpha
Bluelighter
Big Ol' Cut and Past From Eric
As far as the actual experience went it really had stages or more depended on the dose I was taking, can't say for sure.
The first few days I took it weren't anything special, I was taking probably 1 or 2 milligrams to test for allergies. Didn't notice anything aside from a slight reduction in my mood swings, and that might have even been placebo.
Probably on the 5th or 7th day I bumped myself up to 5-7mg a day and noticed that I wasn't ruminating as much, granted looking back I wasn't thinking as much either. It was sort of a ignorant bliss. Didn't notice much else aside from that, it might have been mood stabilizing at that point but I don't tend to have manic or hypomanic experiences that often like once a month tops. The next week really didn't have much notable aside from the fact that I started doing more heavy lifting at work and started doing some cardio after my shift ended. Started to notice I was sweating more in amount and it had this kind of oily feel that regular sweat doesn't have, kind of like that greasy feeling you get when you don't shower in the morning. Had a few drinks on wings night that week with my supervisor and work buddies and noticed that my buzz had a bit of a different feel to it, not sure how to explain. It was a neutral kind of change, but something was off.
Two and a half to 3 weeks later I decided to bump up my dose to about 15mg as I was definitely more social I was starting to get stuck in negative thought loops again. I really realized that this drug just kills your internal monolog at this point, its really like lithium and prozac in that respect. My mood didn't improve anymore but the thoughts did ease. Not sure whether to say that my switching to a different shift with people I was more similar to or the drug is mainly to thank for the sociability part tbh.
Started showering twice a day at this point to control the excessive grease build up in my hair and skin, before I just started buzzing my hair. Also had to start using really scented shower products to cover up the slight chemical smell my sweat had (SHIT PISSED ME OFF). And lone behold it turns out girls hate Asian haircuts and love Old Spice.
Had a pretty two weeks with this one girl who was in the city for a training course
, but be warned URB-597 will make you a minute man. Normally I last like 20 minutes full out sex, but I'll blow in like 7 on this stuff. Orgasm feels a little weaker and for the life of me I can't shoot on this shit. Fucked like a rabbit for those two weeks working 7am till 8pm then doing random stuff till 1am.
At this point I realized I was hypomanic and could start to feel the mixed state coming on. Upped my dose and the confidence and energy I was feeling just dropped back to baseline and my memory took a bit of a hit. I hadn't smoked in months at that point but I started to get really weed like memory problems that slightly went away over the course of a week. Also, I found I had some small fine motor skill issues but for some reason my ankles just went full retard. Got this weird rolling gait (doctor says its a minor case of "foot drop"). I think this is around when I receive a batch from the US source and the Chinese source to see if the cost difference made up for the quality difference.
But fuck my break is over, I'll text you the next bit when I have some time off.
As far as the actual experience went it really had stages or more depended on the dose I was taking, can't say for sure.
The first few days I took it weren't anything special, I was taking probably 1 or 2 milligrams to test for allergies. Didn't notice anything aside from a slight reduction in my mood swings, and that might have even been placebo.
Probably on the 5th or 7th day I bumped myself up to 5-7mg a day and noticed that I wasn't ruminating as much, granted looking back I wasn't thinking as much either. It was sort of a ignorant bliss. Didn't notice much else aside from that, it might have been mood stabilizing at that point but I don't tend to have manic or hypomanic experiences that often like once a month tops. The next week really didn't have much notable aside from the fact that I started doing more heavy lifting at work and started doing some cardio after my shift ended. Started to notice I was sweating more in amount and it had this kind of oily feel that regular sweat doesn't have, kind of like that greasy feeling you get when you don't shower in the morning. Had a few drinks on wings night that week with my supervisor and work buddies and noticed that my buzz had a bit of a different feel to it, not sure how to explain. It was a neutral kind of change, but something was off.
Two and a half to 3 weeks later I decided to bump up my dose to about 15mg as I was definitely more social I was starting to get stuck in negative thought loops again. I really realized that this drug just kills your internal monolog at this point, its really like lithium and prozac in that respect. My mood didn't improve anymore but the thoughts did ease. Not sure whether to say that my switching to a different shift with people I was more similar to or the drug is mainly to thank for the sociability part tbh.
Started showering twice a day at this point to control the excessive grease build up in my hair and skin, before I just started buzzing my hair. Also had to start using really scented shower products to cover up the slight chemical smell my sweat had (SHIT PISSED ME OFF). And lone behold it turns out girls hate Asian haircuts and love Old Spice.
Had a pretty two weeks with this one girl who was in the city for a training course

At this point I realized I was hypomanic and could start to feel the mixed state coming on. Upped my dose and the confidence and energy I was feeling just dropped back to baseline and my memory took a bit of a hit. I hadn't smoked in months at that point but I started to get really weed like memory problems that slightly went away over the course of a week. Also, I found I had some small fine motor skill issues but for some reason my ankles just went full retard. Got this weird rolling gait (doctor says its a minor case of "foot drop"). I think this is around when I receive a batch from the US source and the Chinese source to see if the cost difference made up for the quality difference.
But fuck my break is over, I'll text you the next bit when I have some time off.