Uppers and downer

[Ethan8]

No ,not speedballing!

Are they those of you use stims and benzos ,maybe painkillers on a regular basis.

I don't mean a weekend on meth then 5 xanax to comedown.

I talking thru the day ,day by day ,uppers -ritalin ,caffeine ,adderal etc maybe tramadol ,more stimulating anti-d's ten use benzo's and more calming anti-d's then up again later in my case for the gym then down at night.

....or sometimes a mix of everything ,if i know 40mg prozac, 200mg Trammy and 20mg of ritalin will makes me 2 edgy then my clonazepam + mirtazapine or trazadone or a xanax will take the edge off yet I still feel fully functional.

I still have not managed to find a routine pattern thats always work ,I need to set a schedule ,if I am too tired the night before from the gym then too many downers nextday I can start to nod . I take tramadol thru the day with everything.

Whatever steroid I am using unless its very low testosterone can cause me to raise benzo's.

Obviously I have a tiny drug problems. loll.

 

[PotatoMan]

I can't see how any of what you're taking is fun. Seems to me like you've destroyed the recreation in drugs. Yes that means once you've become addicted. Not really even sure on what you were asking but it has become clear that you are a poly-drug addict. You've probably altered your brain chemistry to the point where completely stopping all of these drugs doesn't cross your mind.

You see, drugs are for fun. Fun only. Dependancy can't possibly be fun. Stop what you're doing. You'd live the rest of your life experiencing the negative side effects of these drugs if you don't.

AD's, A-anxiety, ADHD meds are all a huge money making scheme. The human body was placed on this earth as it is. There's no need to correct natural emotions with pills. You've become a product of what they want you to be. Good luck to you.

 

[wezface]

^^that.

You're really screwing with your body's natural cycles. And the longer and more you do it, the harder it will be to get that rhythm back and reach homeostasis.
Get off the drugs, take them as prescribed for a while, and then maybe have some fun. But yeah, what you're describing sounds really harmful to your body and your psyche and not much fun at all.

 

[Parabolan]

I used tons of roids back in my twenties... high testosterone intake gave me crazy insomnia and thats how i developed a scary benzo habit.. unless ur a competitive bodybuilder, get off the sauce...

Ur recreational drug usage is apparently no longer recreational... i would take a break to say the least..

 

[Ethan8]

Ohh certainly ,its' rarely for fun ,its too function ,I've lowered it considerably all round which is the best I can do at the min.

 

[DrGreenthumb]

Don't mix tramadol, prozac & speed, then you wont need benzos. That's quite a high risk combo. Tramadol is a messy drug & has bad interactions when mixed with lots of other drugs, if you're going to use tramadol then don't use anything else. Regular benzo use will cause serious addiction with very dangerous withdrawal symptoms if you miss doses too.