Well yesterday was some shit. But first off Ima tell yall a lil bit about the legal bullshit ocean always swirlin around me tryna suck me down into one of them underwater tornado things.
I aint sure who of all yall know about the shit I been thru legal wise. And shit many of us on here been in plenty of trouble, so I aint writin this like im some kind of special case or nothing. I just kno that Ive talked about it on here sometimes and people has became aware that i was facin multiple charges and possible jail or state prison term.
So I aint got nothing else to do. I am waitin for my methadones i just popped to kick in and do they thing so I will give a brief history of all my 3 arrests and wat is the outcome.
Arrest #1. Last week of june 2008.
Me and my homeboy/ridin partner S*Dot used to cop on the corner outside a certain not very well known building in paterson. (not well known as in, it was not a notorious place to cop dope like the alabama projects were before they shut em down.) I know alot of jersey feens that copped in paterson know the one Im talkin about and copped in the same block. It was not on Madison ave but it was a couple blocks off in that section of paterson that madison runs thru. I aint gonna get more specific tho cuz anybody who might know would already recognize the place Im talkin about. and if not I aint gonna tell you how to go get arrested cuz that spot is hot as hell fryin in a grease pan anyways.
But my point...back to the story....We went to go get a bundle for him cuz i had copped earlier in the day. We double parked on the block waitin for our man to come serve us. he did, we put shit away, and then drove around to get cigs/drink/boot up in a bathroom somewhere in paterson. around 45 minutes later we go to pick up my homie and his boy. Well we all get back in the car and get on the highway and all a sudden I got lit up. mad undercovers busted us, they had been watchin us and followin us the whole time. *facepalm*
That one got me a charge for possession of 6 bags of heroin. Even tho the cop seen my boy throw the dope on my lap and seen him cop it and knew i was only the ride they charged us both with the same thing.
It was a 3rd degree felony but they took it down to a misdemeanor and let me plead for conditional discharge in municipal court with the understanding that if i fucked up my probation, i had to face the charge AGAIN but back to bein a felony this time. So the outcome was six months of probation. Easy. TOO easy. I never even reported to them til december and i started in october.
Arrest#2 - Well I woulda been good to go except in November I set up a deal to sell 50 OC80's to this kid. Now before u go callin me stupid for dealin with someone I dont know. I had pressure from both sides. One, from my connect, who was pushing me to find him business and then i could work for him and make money off all the dirt we did. Two, from the custie. I met him on a train leavin newark and he lived in teh same town as me so i took his number. I could see he was a dope feen he had tracks and was dopesick, no mistakin that. So i figure, hes a junkie not a cop. The third reason I gave in and decided to go with a bad decision and sell to smoeone I didnt know, was that my moms had been havin a problem paying a bill that was really high , and it was kinda my fault. So i had the chance to get some money to help her pay this bill and I really wanted to help her out. The greed for my own money, plus the desire to help my mother, and the constant pushing from my source to move product and the buyer blowin me up like yo i need it im soooo sick please help me, i just lost my senses and went wit it.
So i arranged this deal and when I pulled into the parking lot to meet him, Instead I got a warm friendly welcome from the county narcotics taskforce, 4-5 cars blocking me in. I had no drugs on me or no paraphenalia or nothing at all i was totally clean cuz my boy had been riding with me and he was holding them.
So I was facin a 1-7 year prison sentence on conspiracy charges. The snitch told them that I was the mastermind of the whole local area, that i was the main supplier of my entire town and that i was selling in the local highschool to underage kids. All of that was 100% completely fabricated.
Turns out, they had wiretapped my phone. Unfortunately for them, the warrant they got for the wiretap was bad becuz they used improper procedure to get it. They had no evidence but hearsay from the snitch, since they all swarmed me before i could even get out of my car to make the deal. Meaning they never actually caught me doing anything illegal at all other than the phone conversation......Which was evidence that might get thrown out in court. So the prosecutors knew they had a shitty weak case, and if it went to trial and the phone tapes werent admissable, theyd lose. So, they offered me a plea of probation. I had been told that 95% most likely i was gettin locked up, and if the cops had waited even 5 more minutes to jump out, they woulda actually caught me in a illegal ACT not just illegal plans. So even tho i knew it could go to trial i didnt want to take the chance of a judge having a bad day and sendin me away for 3 years so i took the plea. I found out from my lawyer that if the cops had just waited a few more miniutes their case would have been air tight and i woulda did a mandatory minimum of 1 year. So when I came on here and said I was goin to jail....I meant it. I am so lucky to be out right now. that one minor detail changed my entire future.
Arrest #3 - Last week of January. Me and my BF cop a brick and 3 bags of piff. We park in the dunkin donuts parking lot on route 20 in paterson and he fixes up. I told him i wanted to leave and thought it would be sketcky to boot up there becuz alot of cops comes thru DnD lol. Well he woulddnt listen so i said it will prolly be fine. Well, As I am gettin ready to make up my shot, out of fuckin NOWHERE there is a cop standing outside my window tellin me to get out of the car. BAM. Dude appeared outta thin air i swear.
I usually always got my shit stashed good, but i was RIGHT in the middle of preppin a shot, the brick was just sitting in my purse and my purse wasnt even zipped shut, the dope was in plain view. So we both got took in that night.
That got me 3 charges, for possession of a brick, for possession of 3 bags of weed, and for 3 sets. They dropped the weed and needles charge and now I just got the possession of 48 bags charge. My lawyer managed to get me a non custodial agreement which means probation not jail. But all of these cases is still pending.
I aint sure wats gonna happen with my first case. Nobody notified me from that court or nothing, you would think that getting arrested 2 times while on probation might bring some attention to yourself but apparently they didnt know about this. so i aint sure if the oldd charges is gonna get brough back still, or if i can compleete probation by the end of this month and have that one taken care of.
Either way, Im gonna have either 2 or 3 felony convictions on my record. Hopefully thats all. I didnt want to bore yall with this shit but some people have asked me wat was goin on with me and my cases and shit so now its here explained in full detail.
So, the outcome right now is....
CASE#1 - On pause, may get closed or re opened and then i will have to face the possession charge again but in superior court this time as a felony
CASE#2 - Plea to probation to run concurrent with any other probation
CASE#3 - Pleaded out for undetermined amount of probation time and poss. drivers license loss.
And just yesterday I almost got arrested sittin waiting for my guy when the state police rolls up and asks wat Im doin. I showed him my money and said i aint cop yet and he said get the fuck out and dont come back. At that moment in time, i coulda been so, so, sooooo fucked beyond belief. Its already a huuuuuuuge stretch that i got these pleas that I did and am avoiding jail. One more strike and im OUT....seriously out....on some 3-5 shit. Pray for my stupid junkie soul that it will fall back and let reason and logic start to take root in my brain&heart.
I aint sure who of all yall know about the shit I been thru legal wise. And shit many of us on here been in plenty of trouble, so I aint writin this like im some kind of special case or nothing. I just kno that Ive talked about it on here sometimes and people has became aware that i was facin multiple charges and possible jail or state prison term.
So I aint got nothing else to do. I am waitin for my methadones i just popped to kick in and do they thing so I will give a brief history of all my 3 arrests and wat is the outcome.
Arrest #1. Last week of june 2008.
Me and my homeboy/ridin partner S*Dot used to cop on the corner outside a certain not very well known building in paterson. (not well known as in, it was not a notorious place to cop dope like the alabama projects were before they shut em down.) I know alot of jersey feens that copped in paterson know the one Im talkin about and copped in the same block. It was not on Madison ave but it was a couple blocks off in that section of paterson that madison runs thru. I aint gonna get more specific tho cuz anybody who might know would already recognize the place Im talkin about. and if not I aint gonna tell you how to go get arrested cuz that spot is hot as hell fryin in a grease pan anyways.
But my point...back to the story....We went to go get a bundle for him cuz i had copped earlier in the day. We double parked on the block waitin for our man to come serve us. he did, we put shit away, and then drove around to get cigs/drink/boot up in a bathroom somewhere in paterson. around 45 minutes later we go to pick up my homie and his boy. Well we all get back in the car and get on the highway and all a sudden I got lit up. mad undercovers busted us, they had been watchin us and followin us the whole time. *facepalm*
That one got me a charge for possession of 6 bags of heroin. Even tho the cop seen my boy throw the dope on my lap and seen him cop it and knew i was only the ride they charged us both with the same thing.
It was a 3rd degree felony but they took it down to a misdemeanor and let me plead for conditional discharge in municipal court with the understanding that if i fucked up my probation, i had to face the charge AGAIN but back to bein a felony this time. So the outcome was six months of probation. Easy. TOO easy. I never even reported to them til december and i started in october.
Arrest#2 - Well I woulda been good to go except in November I set up a deal to sell 50 OC80's to this kid. Now before u go callin me stupid for dealin with someone I dont know. I had pressure from both sides. One, from my connect, who was pushing me to find him business and then i could work for him and make money off all the dirt we did. Two, from the custie. I met him on a train leavin newark and he lived in teh same town as me so i took his number. I could see he was a dope feen he had tracks and was dopesick, no mistakin that. So i figure, hes a junkie not a cop. The third reason I gave in and decided to go with a bad decision and sell to smoeone I didnt know, was that my moms had been havin a problem paying a bill that was really high , and it was kinda my fault. So i had the chance to get some money to help her pay this bill and I really wanted to help her out. The greed for my own money, plus the desire to help my mother, and the constant pushing from my source to move product and the buyer blowin me up like yo i need it im soooo sick please help me, i just lost my senses and went wit it.
So i arranged this deal and when I pulled into the parking lot to meet him, Instead I got a warm friendly welcome from the county narcotics taskforce, 4-5 cars blocking me in. I had no drugs on me or no paraphenalia or nothing at all i was totally clean cuz my boy had been riding with me and he was holding them.
So I was facin a 1-7 year prison sentence on conspiracy charges. The snitch told them that I was the mastermind of the whole local area, that i was the main supplier of my entire town and that i was selling in the local highschool to underage kids. All of that was 100% completely fabricated.
Turns out, they had wiretapped my phone. Unfortunately for them, the warrant they got for the wiretap was bad becuz they used improper procedure to get it. They had no evidence but hearsay from the snitch, since they all swarmed me before i could even get out of my car to make the deal. Meaning they never actually caught me doing anything illegal at all other than the phone conversation......Which was evidence that might get thrown out in court. So the prosecutors knew they had a shitty weak case, and if it went to trial and the phone tapes werent admissable, theyd lose. So, they offered me a plea of probation. I had been told that 95% most likely i was gettin locked up, and if the cops had waited even 5 more minutes to jump out, they woulda actually caught me in a illegal ACT not just illegal plans. So even tho i knew it could go to trial i didnt want to take the chance of a judge having a bad day and sendin me away for 3 years so i took the plea. I found out from my lawyer that if the cops had just waited a few more miniutes their case would have been air tight and i woulda did a mandatory minimum of 1 year. So when I came on here and said I was goin to jail....I meant it. I am so lucky to be out right now. that one minor detail changed my entire future.
Arrest #3 - Last week of January. Me and my BF cop a brick and 3 bags of piff. We park in the dunkin donuts parking lot on route 20 in paterson and he fixes up. I told him i wanted to leave and thought it would be sketcky to boot up there becuz alot of cops comes thru DnD lol. Well he woulddnt listen so i said it will prolly be fine. Well, As I am gettin ready to make up my shot, out of fuckin NOWHERE there is a cop standing outside my window tellin me to get out of the car. BAM. Dude appeared outta thin air i swear.
I usually always got my shit stashed good, but i was RIGHT in the middle of preppin a shot, the brick was just sitting in my purse and my purse wasnt even zipped shut, the dope was in plain view. So we both got took in that night.
That got me 3 charges, for possession of a brick, for possession of 3 bags of weed, and for 3 sets. They dropped the weed and needles charge and now I just got the possession of 48 bags charge. My lawyer managed to get me a non custodial agreement which means probation not jail. But all of these cases is still pending.
I aint sure wats gonna happen with my first case. Nobody notified me from that court or nothing, you would think that getting arrested 2 times while on probation might bring some attention to yourself but apparently they didnt know about this. so i aint sure if the oldd charges is gonna get brough back still, or if i can compleete probation by the end of this month and have that one taken care of.
Either way, Im gonna have either 2 or 3 felony convictions on my record. Hopefully thats all. I didnt want to bore yall with this shit but some people have asked me wat was goin on with me and my cases and shit so now its here explained in full detail.
So, the outcome right now is....
CASE#1 - On pause, may get closed or re opened and then i will have to face the possession charge again but in superior court this time as a felony
CASE#2 - Plea to probation to run concurrent with any other probation
CASE#3 - Pleaded out for undetermined amount of probation time and poss. drivers license loss.
And just yesterday I almost got arrested sittin waiting for my guy when the state police rolls up and asks wat Im doin. I showed him my money and said i aint cop yet and he said get the fuck out and dont come back. At that moment in time, i coulda been so, so, sooooo fucked beyond belief. Its already a huuuuuuuge stretch that i got these pleas that I did and am avoiding jail. One more strike and im OUT....seriously out....on some 3-5 shit. Pray for my stupid junkie soul that it will fall back and let reason and logic start to take root in my brain&heart.
