Update

Hey all- as most of you know this is my new BL account (previously went by hthr007). I made my blogs friends only so I can't be e stalked anymore by people. I didn't think my life was that interesting! LOL anyway..

I'm so happy I made the decision to stop taking my hydromorphone/only use benzos if COMPLETELY necessary. This is a huge step for me. Before I wanted nothing to do with being sober, but now I'm chasing it. Instead of chasing that 1st high, I'm chasing sobriety. I decided to quite opiates c/t because I'm an all or nothing girl. I don't have the self control to slowly taper myself off of it. 5 days clean and counting.

PS- here's a picture of me taken in October :D Look at that sunburn lol

 

5 days is something to be proud of and I'm proud of you, my dear! Keep taking it a day at a time and it'll get easier.

And YOUCH! @ that sunburn. That looks like it was a bad one.