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Heroin Update from yesterdays post

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so first off i would like to thank all the reply s which i received both useful and useless. so the product arrived this morning and it was quite a large amount seeing it in one bag. my first thought was " crap that's a lot of gear to bang in a oner". so i just hit 200mg to sample. soon as it went in i came to my senses and my worries and crazy thought were dissolved. i feel positive, clear and focused. i had a great conversion with my mother and got my worries taken off my shoulders. i received a great response for what was bothering me for the past few days.

my initial post was impulsive and strange. kind of sums me up as a person i guess.

so i will just enjoy the gear and use it sensibly.
 
Good to hear you're ok..
Just got your friend request. If you need someone to talk to just PM me sometime, right now im gonna get a couple hours sleep in tho.
Thanks for not keeping us in limbo.

-HOOD

EDIT: shit that rhymed lol.
 
This sounds familiar...I too am a raging addict, Im sick of the ups and downs, I got the feeling, your first post, you were probably w/ding BAD, and wanted to die ( i feel this as well during my times in heroin/ methadone w/d), but as soon, as you score and use, its all good again...I go thru this way too much, I run out, then I go and cop, and all the sudden, everything is great again, but it NEVER lasts...the same old feelings always come back once the dope is used up.

The last time I copped, I asked my connection for $500. worth, and I was smiling ear to ear when I saw the FAT bag of what I know to be very good dope, all the sudden, Im feeling good again, (havent even used yet, on the way home), get home and use, and enjoy the rest of my day, and the next day, but towards the end of he 3rd day, I was getting low, and all those same terrible feelings were starting to come back, and most times, I cant really even enjoy my last shot, cuz I know thats all I had...even tho my connection is a text away, its the mental aspect of actually being out or almost out.
 
What ever you guys are feeling when you're out of heroin, others are feeling when they're out of pills........the withdrawal might not be as bad unless its Opana (iv'd) which can be a nightmare from.everything I read.

Even snorting Opana for a few months can have worse withdrawals than heroin.

I hope everyone can get their daily & enjoy their day.........
 
hey fizzymk ( that just sounds wrong, have u had a glass of fizzy milk?)

i was actually clean for 6 months before today. although i am not a regular user, but still a user. i can be 100% clean and suddenly want to die, either build up to it or impulsive. from feeling depressed to being on top of the world, it just hits me. the only drug if i get a sudden attack of the behaviour is to bang a dose of H. has gotten me out of the shit a few times now

i can relate to what you are saying thou.
 
Glad to hear you are doing better. Having someone to talk to when you feel like this who you trust to do the right thing is important.... 200 mg is a lot though... That would probably kill me a near 10+ times over iv.


Also opana can be hell from someone who railed 40 mg a day throughout the day at most for a good few months.... Not as bad as one month of oral levorphanol as prescribed. I'm sure methadone is it's own hell. It seems the less natural opiates are the worst. Try using opium to ween off. It's very powerful although in a different manner. It can be a problem too
 
Just curious a friend who's not a user tasted an extremely low amount of heroin on his tongue 2 days ago but didn't ingest. Realizing what he'd done spit it out because he remembered a drug test he had to do. .. The amount was wafer thin half the size of a eraser pencil end....

Will it show up in a urine test.

Thx
 
n2ixoye said:
Just curious a friend who's not a user tasted an extremely low amount of heroin on his tongue 2 days ago but didn't ingest. Realizing what he'd done spit it out because he remembered a drug test he had to do. .. The amount was wafer thin half the size of a eraser pencil end....

Will it show up in a urine test.

Thx
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Sorry man.
No drug test questions.

-HOOD
 
Flush your system with water. If you didnt ingest enough to catch a buzz it was probably mere traces and a good system flush will get rid of those traces. Im not even sure putting heroin on your tongue and getting high is a thing, never even heard of sublingual heroin use. Next time send a PM to someone in the thread who truly looks like they know what theyre talking about.

The reason they dont like drug test questions on Bluelight is because so many people who have no idea what theyre doing will reply to you like theyre spitting facts and cause you to fail your DT with bad advice. Which is a form of harm reduction if you ask me lol but we gotta respect these guys for the site theyre running and letting us participate in. Without Bluelight and one other major forum, your average Joe would never know where to go to talk about drugs and get safety advice from more experienced users.
 
Call a drug testing company and ask... Or something like a lab that does urine analysis.
 
@24togo:Got your request and added you.I bet that shit was the bomb.Just do yourself a favor and don't get all caught up in it.It will destroy your life and then you really will be up shit's creek.See,now aren't you glad you didn't off yourself?Seriously though,major depression at the drop of a hat is a serious disorder and getting high is just a band-aide.Please seek some psychiatric help so you can fix this problem.I hate to think of what might happen if you let this go untreated.Get some professional help dude.You're worth it.
 
to the downerhead: the dope is spot on clean and potent. yeah i sure am grateful that i did not sign off. i have a long and deep psychiatric history from an early age which is still ongoing. i have a good psychologist and psychiatrist which i am grateful of. but they can only do so much, i am sure you understand. lol this is taking ages to reply. its such a wonderful day, gonna go park my ass in the garden grab some sun. thanks for the support
 
24 - I tried to send this as a PM but your box is full.

Hey man,

I have read some of your posts. I am sorry you are feeling down. I have been there before - staring off the Golden Gate Bridge with some really scary thoughts in my mind. Life can be brutal but it can get better.

Another thing - you are helping people by giving good advice on the forums. I came to BL when I was at a very low place after taking some nasty untested shit that I thought was MDMA. I found that by helping people on BL, it was therapeutic. By offering good advice, you have no idea how big of an impact you can make on someone's life.

Flash forward two years, I am having a great life - in part due to BL.

We are a caring community, and we care about you. Welcome.

Dawglaw
 
I'm also sure you can request a user name change or something to. It probably will cause you to dwell on mistakes
 
dawglaw how can i get a larger inbox?

i have not yet seen the message. however i made room for it, but it still has not popped up( i received an email to say that there was one, but thats it.......). i really dont agree with whole dodgy drug dealer. there is just no need for it. thank the heavens that online trading is going so well.

really you have read some of my posts? someone must be bored! all joking aside that goes in the pot of self worth. cheers. lets be friends? you think its to soon? lol i will add u
 
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