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[Deleted member 10878]

another sleepless night
the cigarette is burning
i taste the smoke on my fingers
and smells its scent in the air.
i feel partially enraged inside
mixed feelings of confusion and insanity
i don't really know why
the alcohol calls my name
my hands are already nervously shaking
should I drink this nightly drink
and feel its potent poison swirl in my insides
and trickle its way down my throat?
another sleepless night
i start to ponder life
start to feel the amazement take over
and ease as soon as it starts.
my fingers hurt.
my soul hurts from the burning you've caused
and why?
I've yet to know..

 

[stardragon]

"the alcohol calls my name"
that's a good image... reminds me of something i'm still intending to write about how i don't have any friends, no one to call on.. but the drugs promise they'll be my bestest friends when i'm so lonely... but i don't think i want to be friends with them, but is it better than no one?... etc.
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No drug, not even alcohol, causes the fundamental ills of society. If we're looking for the source of our troubles, we shouldn't test people for drugs, we should test them for stupidity, ignorance, greed and love of power. (P.J. O'Rourke)