neverwas
Bluelighter
(havent written anything in a while. this is a working progress.)
there's an old couple walkin past my window
hand in hand they stroll
Its so cute...
against the wind.
looking to see if it is going to rain.
things have gone really pear shaped.
such a stupid saying
but yet i hear it over and over
mulling through my mind.
inprinted on my brain.
"Naturally i'm worried if i do it alone
Who really cares cuz it's your life
You never know, it could be great
Take a chance cuz you might grow."
the nights are cold and dark.
the days,
somewhat the same.
its scarey to think that one day we will be old
running round talking about the good old times.
...i sigh...
with a heavy heart
we sigh at memories.
regrets and chances taken...
it was suppose to work out,
but somehow we got lost
in the game.
clouds embrace my vision
another wine sets in.
not really aware of my surroundings.
i lay across the floor
it feels better than to look on in pain.
"Your moment will run out
Cuz of your sex chromosome
I know it's so messed up how our society all thinks
Life is short, you're capable"
time will run out
will things ever change?
alone and isolated
moments tick on by...
lost...
lost in the game.
*Italic quotes from Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For*
there's an old couple walkin past my window
hand in hand they stroll
Its so cute...
against the wind.
looking to see if it is going to rain.
things have gone really pear shaped.
such a stupid saying
but yet i hear it over and over
mulling through my mind.
inprinted on my brain.
"Naturally i'm worried if i do it alone
Who really cares cuz it's your life
You never know, it could be great
Take a chance cuz you might grow."
the nights are cold and dark.
the days,
somewhat the same.
its scarey to think that one day we will be old
running round talking about the good old times.
...i sigh...
with a heavy heart
we sigh at memories.
regrets and chances taken...
it was suppose to work out,
but somehow we got lost
in the game.
clouds embrace my vision
another wine sets in.
not really aware of my surroundings.
i lay across the floor
it feels better than to look on in pain.
"Your moment will run out
Cuz of your sex chromosome
I know it's so messed up how our society all thinks
Life is short, you're capable"
time will run out
will things ever change?
alone and isolated
moments tick on by...
lost...
lost in the game.
*Italic quotes from Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For*
