neverwas
Bluelighter
maybe its the vodka talking
or maybe its the can.
maybe shes just tierd and lonely
in need of a little attention
someone to walk beside her and hold her hand.
full of dreams and always failing
her family, her father,
her boyfriend, her lover.
she doesnt know what its like to be truely free.
trapped in a false sense of security
hopes fade for any sense of reality.
dancing to the sounds of 'the cure'
she twirls a finger and plays with her hair.
remembers how long it use to be.
how it made her happy and how everyone always wanted to see...
her smile,
but she never could.
her can of 'escape' is nearlly all gone
i thought i had enough to get me through.
to ease my thoughts
to make me long for you no more.
so fucking far away
so far out of reach.
so she settles for what is second best
as she drinks another mouthfull and moves across the floor.
so near,
yet so far.
clouded head and mixed emotions
"i love you" and i know you understand
thats why we behave the way we do
why i always reach for your hand.
or maybe its the can.
maybe shes just tierd and lonely
in need of a little attention
someone to walk beside her and hold her hand.
full of dreams and always failing
her family, her father,
her boyfriend, her lover.
she doesnt know what its like to be truely free.
trapped in a false sense of security
hopes fade for any sense of reality.
dancing to the sounds of 'the cure'
she twirls a finger and plays with her hair.
remembers how long it use to be.
how it made her happy and how everyone always wanted to see...
her smile,
but she never could.
her can of 'escape' is nearlly all gone
i thought i had enough to get me through.
to ease my thoughts
to make me long for you no more.
so fucking far away
so far out of reach.
so she settles for what is second best
as she drinks another mouthfull and moves across the floor.
so near,
yet so far.
clouded head and mixed emotions
"i love you" and i know you understand
thats why we behave the way we do
why i always reach for your hand.
