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Untested Pill - Experienced - Ended up at Hospital / permanent anxiety

It's always good to do pills with someone else. I find this reduces the likelihood of having a panic attack.

The worst thing that ever happened to me, when taking pills on my own was bad hallucinations. I was lying in bed, and then out of the walls and ceiling all around me were ghosts. I would see them forming in the walls, then I would say to myself "go away ghosts", but they would rush at me at a very rapid speed. Scared the hell out of me.

But I find, when I am with friends, it tends to make me enjoy the hallucinations. On my own, it freaks me out (a little).
 
I found this to be somewhat funny, mainly because I had the exact same experience the past weekend. I guess I can call myself an "experienced" Ecstasy user. I've been using the drug for the last 4 years, abused the shit out of it, and stopped using for almost a year. I definatly have "lost the magic" and I really don't care to get it back. Ecstasy and I have a love-hate relationship =P

A few friends of mine wanted to roll on Friday, I wasn't interested at all, until I later met up with them at a house party. Watching them roll brought back something inside me, something that said "wtd?? eat a fuckin pill already"

So I got one pill (not expecting it to do a whole lot) from a friend who is a experienced user, and he claimed they were "pretty good". Trusting my friend's judgement I quickly chewed up my pill, expecting that taste, but instead got something totally different, a taste I can't really describe (tasted like I was chewing on cotton if that helps =P)

Mind the fact that I had a few beers before, I started to feel the come-up of this roll.
2 hours later, still felt like I was coming up!. Wtfk?! what did I just eat?
didn't really taste like any sort of amphetamine, but my heartwas fluttering
running down all the possbilities of what could have been in that bunk pill, none of them really made sense when I compared them to the taste of what I took + the "high" I was getting. So at this point I said fuck it, went home, decided to smoke a blunt and go to sleep (work at 8am)

It was now 4 am, I had ate the pill around 12:30... just got done smoking and I am sitting in bed... and BOOM
CEV's + really shitty open eyed visuals and a whole load of anxiety. The best way I can describe this was like a comedown from a real roll combined with that edgy'ness and visuals of some really cheap LSD. This lasted untl 6 am, and it was really wierd... it wasn't a gradual high, it was just like a 2 hour rush and no comedown, just BOOM - it's over. I got a little sleep, but had to be at work at 8am (I made it =P) where I proceeded to have the worst day of my life (I would be extremely tired one minute -> heart pulpatations + hyperness, and also had what I think was an anxiety or panic attack which I have never experience before)

anways, what the hell did I take? I suspect maybe MDA? I've done MDA before though and it was NOTHING, I mean NOTHING like this. I'm thinking about buying another one of the same pills to get tested somewhere. If I hadn't ruined the whole ecstasy experience for myself years before this, this would have definatly ruined it for me =P
 
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And this is why we use tetsing kits people!! :)
If you're stuill around the forum, how is your anxiety going? Are you alot better now? Are you still taking pills?
 
At this point I felt VERY high. More high than I had ever been before. Uncomfortably so. It was hard to keep a thought for more than a second, and it was a bit worrying as I always liked how on E I could take back control of my mind

Maybe that during that shift you relaxed into the roll and when you came back to consiousness you couldnt handle the high that well. This itself is reason enough to believe that the whole thing was a slow, steady, huge panick attack and not a bad pill. What did your other frends who bought the same pills say about them?
 
i took the blue dolpins (the mda caffiene ones) it was the worst experience of my life
I took two over the course of the night.
by morning, i was numb everywhere. i couldn't hold my head up. it felt like there was a wieght attached to my head and shoulders making me fall over. i was laying limp on the bathroom floor, sweating and dry heaving for about 2 hours.
my head was buzzing, i was hallucinating

yes yes. very unpleasent.
 
You should try find somebody to do pills with. Ive never done them alone although have still been under the infulence after a night out and get nothing from it.

Without stating the obvious its proberly a bit dangerous doing drugs alone, and having a shower too.
 
Please go back to the ER and ask for copies of your test results (blood counts, urinalysis, etc). This may give some clue to a chemist as to what was released in your body. I hope you have a chemist friend.
 
To me, this sounds a lot like the experience I had the day we got Orange Stars - turned out to be DXM.

Having never taken DXM before, it was quite the experience. Took a while to come up, but when it did, it just kept going up. Nothing like MDA/MDMA except maybe for a little of the head buzz. And we were high well into the next day.
 
hmmm, this doesnt sound like MDA at all, a friend of mine recently had blue dolphins and he said they were okay, not like yours sounds at all. caffeine does cause heart palpitations, i used to take heaps of caffeint to wake up, as in just chick a bunch of guarana in my mouth and swallow it. made my heart mess up, sort of like a panic attack, never really had one so i wouldnt know, but i used to keep on thinking the cops were after me when i was on them, another factor was cause my friends had just got fucked over by cops for K and i was sort of half involved
 
damn, blue dolphins... i remember those... i remember i ate some of those 2 summers ago at a music festival. they've been around forever. i had a hell of a good time with them tho... i candyflipped.
 
Man i hate that shit, everytime i get too high i mean like above average effects and i start to get all worked up thinking im having an overdose and the funny thing is ive OD'ed before so i know what its like yet i still get mad anxiety.
 
You took the MDA/Caffeine dolphins. There is no DXM in these pills. Those pills haven't been in production in years. I had a bad experience too from the MDA/Caffeine dolphins. And I'm an experieneced MDxx user. Very close to having a panic attack. I felt very distant from my friends. So anti-social to the point, I thought I was going to have a nervous break down. It was maybe my only bad experience with a MDxx pill. The cartoon dolphins have a long history of having shitty secondary adulterants such as caffeine, psuedo/ephedrine, acetaminophe. Be prepared for the worst comedown of your life when you take these pills. I'm the least bit surprised the dophins caused a horrible experience like the one you had,
 
I had pretty much the same thing. I was an experienced e-user about 2 or 3 times a month for a couple of years. At a party a while ago I took some white 'love' diamonds, whihc tested as extremely high amount of MDMA (see pilltesting). Had some kind of bizzare panicky spazz out, where I was 'too' high, walked around in a tiny circle for about 20 minutes then passed out. When I woke up I was fucked. Still recovering now from panic and anxiety (derealisation etc)
 
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