monsterwits
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This past weekend I attended a festival known as WEMF. I mainly went there for a few specific performers and a bit of debauchery. Untrusting of pills today and their fluctuating potencies I brought my own MDMA as well as mushrooms and of course marijuana. That Friday night consisted of consuming all the above substances and adding a little ketamine to the mixture that was acquired from friendlies. No one I truly wanted to see was coming on that evening so I was mostly running around admiring the light shows and the all consuming bass. My fun eventually ended with some sleep near dawn.
The next day, granted the previous night's festivities, I was a bit groggy but well aware of my lack of hallucinogens. I discussed this with my friend who attended the event with me and we agreed to keep our ears open. Not too much later my friend heard "acid" in a conversation very near to us and I poked my curious head into it. I admit from that point until consumption after purchase I was naive with excitement. I've attended many other festivals and sometimes had problems with pills but hallucinogens had been pretty solid and there isn't many other compounds that are strong enough to be sold on blotter. We followed "Bobby" back to his campground where I hastily bought five hits of the supposed acid. He was friendly and continuously smoked marijuana with me and gave me beer while we chatted for a bit. In retrospect Bobby mentioned that he had done acid before but that this stuff was "very strong" and that he wouldn't recommend taking more than two hits. Being an abuser of acid in the past I kind of chuckled and decided I was eating all five and some MDMA. I suppose common sense and perhaps instinct started leaking into my mind and a few hours later I had decided to ingest only three and no other drugs besides marijuana perhaps Bobby's meth scarred looking teeth were chewing at my doubts and they were confirmed moments after ingestion when Bobby came by and asked how many I ate and looked rather surprised when I said three because two had been too much for him. I immediately asked him about his visuals and his description lacked the complexity and intricacy of those on LSD.
It was then that I decided I had taken some other psychedelic research chemical and having multiple experiences with a wide variety of them I quickly concluded that it would be different from what I was expecting but easily controlled by my mental control. I dropped at roughly 1730 and didn't feel the slightest of effects until almost three hours later. Lights seem to flicker more and become more and less luminescent at the same time. Very subtle hallucinations seemed to play off patterns and motion unlike the inky melting of acid. Feelings of introspection did not form and a heavy body load started to weigh on me. I had fits of uncontrollable laughter that seemed to contort my face and tighten my chest and at around 2100 on our way down to see the performer we had been waiting the whole weekend for my legs muscles started to weaken and tremble. People's movements seemed jerky and angry. There motions seemed on some fast forwarding loop where there bodies would move at a rapid pace and then be back in the same position as I originally observed. Several times I tried to dance but found my muscles very tight, shaky, and not very responsive and found myself sitting down and standing up repeatedly. The increase in musical perception was absent but the performance more than made up for it and kind of hid the unease I was beginning to feel. We left the festival immediately after Noisia's set.
It was approximately a four and a half hour drive home but the persistence of fast time made it seem like a fraction of that despite my looking at the clock every ten minutes and I remember demanding of my friend that he stop so that I could smoke a bowl. I still felt really tense but bearable and for the most part pretty sober. I drove his car to meet him at the rental place when we got back and when he dropped me off at home I felt wide awake and weird but alright.
I took a shower.
I smoke some more.
I have a bite to eat.
I go lay down.
Walking to my room from the bathroom after brushing my teeth I notice my mouth tastes like chemicals (the same taste when I ate the blotter a very pungent chemical one) and suddenly it's burning. In my bed I close my eyes and notice my heart sounds like it's struggling. Short hard beats and the fire that's in my mouth seems to shoot down to my heart. There is much tension and pain in that area and I'm writhing in my bed. I call my friend and he immediately picks me up but I tell him go to his house because I'd like to save myself the embarrassment (and its consequences). I'm laying on his hardwood floor rubbing my face in the dirt moaning and squirming desperately trying to keep track of my heart rate and he keeps asking me if I need to go to the hospital. Xanax and heroin withdrawals and stopping my heart momentarily on methamphetamines were both excruciatingly painful experiences but had nothing on the way my body was contorted with pain. It felt like I had been injected with bleach and hooked up to the electric chair simultaneously but I keep telling my body a bit longer because I'm too lost in pain to get off the floor. He forces water and bed on me and I flop around in pain until twenty hours after ingestion have passed. Near the end the pain's focus shifted from my heart to my kidneys and there are a few distressing symptoms. No longer incapacitated I walk home feeling as if I very nearly died. My organs are sore and still have a lot of pressure on them and I haven't been able to sleep at all since then and it's now almost 48 hours later. I've been tossing and turning and colder than normal. I feel like even after these chemicals have dissipated it's poison will leave its indelible mark on my organs as they feel ravaged and old.
I know it was a stupid mistake on my part but please don't pass research chemicals off as something that they are not. The lethal dosage of acid is infinitely greater than these newer chemicals many of which have very little margin for error. If I had taken even another hit or mixed it with MDMA I feel like I could very well be dead today. I still have two hits that I'd like to identify so that I can stay as far away from that compound as possible and am seriously contemplating going to the doctor if I'm still unable to sleep tonight and the pain in my heart and kidneys continues.
Any comments, questions, and or suggestions are welcome. Especially if you know where I can test this poison I ate
The next day, granted the previous night's festivities, I was a bit groggy but well aware of my lack of hallucinogens. I discussed this with my friend who attended the event with me and we agreed to keep our ears open. Not too much later my friend heard "acid" in a conversation very near to us and I poked my curious head into it. I admit from that point until consumption after purchase I was naive with excitement. I've attended many other festivals and sometimes had problems with pills but hallucinogens had been pretty solid and there isn't many other compounds that are strong enough to be sold on blotter. We followed "Bobby" back to his campground where I hastily bought five hits of the supposed acid. He was friendly and continuously smoked marijuana with me and gave me beer while we chatted for a bit. In retrospect Bobby mentioned that he had done acid before but that this stuff was "very strong" and that he wouldn't recommend taking more than two hits. Being an abuser of acid in the past I kind of chuckled and decided I was eating all five and some MDMA. I suppose common sense and perhaps instinct started leaking into my mind and a few hours later I had decided to ingest only three and no other drugs besides marijuana perhaps Bobby's meth scarred looking teeth were chewing at my doubts and they were confirmed moments after ingestion when Bobby came by and asked how many I ate and looked rather surprised when I said three because two had been too much for him. I immediately asked him about his visuals and his description lacked the complexity and intricacy of those on LSD.
It was then that I decided I had taken some other psychedelic research chemical and having multiple experiences with a wide variety of them I quickly concluded that it would be different from what I was expecting but easily controlled by my mental control. I dropped at roughly 1730 and didn't feel the slightest of effects until almost three hours later. Lights seem to flicker more and become more and less luminescent at the same time. Very subtle hallucinations seemed to play off patterns and motion unlike the inky melting of acid. Feelings of introspection did not form and a heavy body load started to weigh on me. I had fits of uncontrollable laughter that seemed to contort my face and tighten my chest and at around 2100 on our way down to see the performer we had been waiting the whole weekend for my legs muscles started to weaken and tremble. People's movements seemed jerky and angry. There motions seemed on some fast forwarding loop where there bodies would move at a rapid pace and then be back in the same position as I originally observed. Several times I tried to dance but found my muscles very tight, shaky, and not very responsive and found myself sitting down and standing up repeatedly. The increase in musical perception was absent but the performance more than made up for it and kind of hid the unease I was beginning to feel. We left the festival immediately after Noisia's set.
It was approximately a four and a half hour drive home but the persistence of fast time made it seem like a fraction of that despite my looking at the clock every ten minutes and I remember demanding of my friend that he stop so that I could smoke a bowl. I still felt really tense but bearable and for the most part pretty sober. I drove his car to meet him at the rental place when we got back and when he dropped me off at home I felt wide awake and weird but alright.
I took a shower.
I smoke some more.
I have a bite to eat.
I go lay down.
Walking to my room from the bathroom after brushing my teeth I notice my mouth tastes like chemicals (the same taste when I ate the blotter a very pungent chemical one) and suddenly it's burning. In my bed I close my eyes and notice my heart sounds like it's struggling. Short hard beats and the fire that's in my mouth seems to shoot down to my heart. There is much tension and pain in that area and I'm writhing in my bed. I call my friend and he immediately picks me up but I tell him go to his house because I'd like to save myself the embarrassment (and its consequences). I'm laying on his hardwood floor rubbing my face in the dirt moaning and squirming desperately trying to keep track of my heart rate and he keeps asking me if I need to go to the hospital. Xanax and heroin withdrawals and stopping my heart momentarily on methamphetamines were both excruciatingly painful experiences but had nothing on the way my body was contorted with pain. It felt like I had been injected with bleach and hooked up to the electric chair simultaneously but I keep telling my body a bit longer because I'm too lost in pain to get off the floor. He forces water and bed on me and I flop around in pain until twenty hours after ingestion have passed. Near the end the pain's focus shifted from my heart to my kidneys and there are a few distressing symptoms. No longer incapacitated I walk home feeling as if I very nearly died. My organs are sore and still have a lot of pressure on them and I haven't been able to sleep at all since then and it's now almost 48 hours later. I've been tossing and turning and colder than normal. I feel like even after these chemicals have dissipated it's poison will leave its indelible mark on my organs as they feel ravaged and old.
I know it was a stupid mistake on my part but please don't pass research chemicals off as something that they are not. The lethal dosage of acid is infinitely greater than these newer chemicals many of which have very little margin for error. If I had taken even another hit or mixed it with MDMA I feel like I could very well be dead today. I still have two hits that I'd like to identify so that I can stay as far away from that compound as possible and am seriously contemplating going to the doctor if I'm still unable to sleep tonight and the pain in my heart and kidneys continues.
Any comments, questions, and or suggestions are welcome. Especially if you know where I can test this poison I ate
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Well dunno...
