unequivocally (s)pent up

[lostNfound]

scales, grams & measurements
three meaningless words
in an untouched world

the moving van arrived
and loaded up
well before i was aware

all thats left behind is an empty deck chair
rusty chain link swing
in this i find comfort

memories
memories i wont let go
memories that shouldnt be so distant

here alone i am
swinging on my rusty chair
dreaming of times gone by

everything buried
in repressed ideals
beyond the grave

i lay and wait
for the rain to stop
for the clouds to part

jack in the box i am not
jack has a smile
jack is enthused

forwards & backwards
both going somewhere
ever moving, coming and going

here i am in purgatory
lava deep inside of me
..................... eruption


coccoons are more than what they seem
birth of new life
awaits for no one

in the realm of nirvana
we are finished
there are no more questions

what then?
what now?
overwhelmed!