unborn soul

[unicorn83]

late, terrified, a thousand thoughts go threw my head
my own body, my own soul,
another part me of me
must be gone.

i pray for forgiveness
i pray for understanding
but my own heart, my own soul
will never be my own

im sorry
i had no other choice but to let you go.

your in heaven, this world was not for you
god had another plan.

please forgive me, never despise me
for being born would have been worse.

who am i to decide your fate?
who am i to say what is wrong or right?
for your children are not for you to own.

A thousand thoughts go through my head
what it might have been
what you could have brought into this world
a million smiles, a new beggining
god only knows....

your in my heart my beautiful unborn soul.

 

[harraser]

too many people i know have been through this. and it pains me to hear it every time.

*hugs you tight*

its been a while. i hope your life has treated you ok darling. i guess thats a stupid thing to say right now. here if you need me.

-ant

msn: [email protected]

 

[unicorn83]

Great to know your still around Thanks for the support it means alot to recieve it.

it's been a year but needed to vent

My life is going great so much better than the past

Hope life's treating you well too!



i'll hit you up with an e-mail soon

 

[drrty grrl]

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