Pmoseman, I've been thinking about what you wrote - in that we are connected, which I interpreted as you trying to tell me that we depend (in an indirect manner) on each others' contributions to society.
Here's the honest to God deal with me and my situation:
- After decades of struggling to find a way to go about my workday as comfortably and as efficiently as possible, I find that I can work much more efficiently, and for longer periods of time when I'm "high" on my drug cocktail of choice. Why? Because mental and physical distractions (I suffer from chronic pain) are at a minimum. I do not nod away at my job, and I do not behave in a manner which undermines the productivity and safety of me or my co-workers. And you can argue that I'm wrong simply by the fact that I show up to work intoxicated. Well, that may be, but it doesn't impede my ability to do my job. Overall, because I'm free of pain and other unsettling health issues, I do my job much better.
- In contrast, when I have worked sober, I find I'm constantly distracted by chronic pain, difficulty concentrating, a generally dysphoric mood, and many other issues. And so my productivity level takes a nose dive. And what I just mentioned does not take into account any type of drug withdrawal, as I have worked full time for years without physical dependency and/or addiction issues (with mediocre results at best).
- In truth, I wish I could live a drug-free life in which I am free of the health issues which provoke me into self-medicating myself. Unfortunately, after countless attempts to do so over the past 2 decades, I have failed time and time again.
- Before resorting to my own selection of drugs, I spent several years and close to $100,000 USD on conventional approaches to health issues. In the grand scheme of things, I experienced limited success with this approach, mostly because of all the bureaucratic bullshit doctors and patients have to deal with. For example, I was not granted access to what may have worked for me because I did not have enough objective medical evidence to meet the criteria required in order to gain access to certain treatments. And I'm sure this happens every day in North America with countless other patients who end up suffering needlessly - all because their medical issues could not be clearly shown on an X-Ray. And it made me lose any confidence I had in the system. And this is ultimately what made me decide to self-medicate.