lmfao! dunno about spaz, but i feel spazzed out on booze & tabs lolz. is there any alky forums on BL, not that i'm an alky or owt but were just curious, seeing as it is a drug an all, or am i just being a spaz?
btw, hows yer gouch going? i'm not that bad mesself as i'm on a script (the orrible green stuff) and vallies, so no rattling for me. i hate meth, but it was a choice between clucking like a mutha, or drinking some slightly akky tasting green goop, so no contest there for me then! are you on a script as well?
Yay for feelin spazzed out!

Well yea I'd imagine that, if there's not a thread about Alcoholism somewhere on here that you'd be rather welcome to create one. And if I'd have to guess where it'd be, it'd be in "The Dark Side" probably.
Have a lurk on the search and see what it comes up with I'd say
My gouch is going niiiiiicely ^_^
I've found myself with my nose resting on my keyboard quite a few times lol.
I then came round a bit and carried on working on a tune I started the other day in memory of my Grandma who passed away on Monday (she was my last remaining grandparent so it's quite a loss)...
I spent a lot of time with her when I was younger and she was
such a lovely person, a gentle soul and one of the nicest people I've ever known. Some people found her too nice lol.
So it's been nice to make something that's dedicated to her

I think it's another reason why I've gone and risked scoring some smack too really, just to feel comfortably numb.
Oh, as for scripts, my GP's lovely and has been scripting me Codeine and Diazepam (120mg 2x daily & 10mg 2x daily, respectively) to get me through things (I stopped Dosulepin and started Buproprion recently which has made me really restless also) but she'll be wanting to start tapering the Codeine & Diazepam after the funeral whicih I'm scared about....
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Good luck tomorrow with work and hope you can sleep alright chuck

And welcome to BL to all the new members! ♥