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3xp-Ress

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So two days ago I decided to buy two grams of molly. I took some at about 10:20 P.M. the same day. I don't have a scale so I couldn't measure it accurately. I really just poured a really small amount which was roughly 60-80 mg on a small piece of toilet paper.

I should mention at about 8:15 A.M. that day I had a bowl of lucky charms. Then at 10:00 A.M. I had a microwavable dinner which consisted of fish, rice, broccoli and a caramel dessert. Then at 10:30-11:00 A.M. I started to drink some Bombay since I was going to be in a different city for about an hour and fifteen minutes till the next ferry came after I picked up the two grams. I drank a little more when I finally arrived in the city to pick it up.

I finally got back to my city at about 4:00 P.M. and had a small twix bar on the way home. I got home at about 5:00 P.M. and had a whole bag of teriyaki flavored beef jerky. Half an hour later I decided to take two aspirin because I had a headache from walking all day and drinking.

Anyway, back to 10:20 P.M. when I took it. I didn't feel anything until about 11:50 P.M. On the come up I started to feel exited and started playing some music. Eventually my peak hit me. I felt really positive, music sounded amazing, visuals were intense (I was using the iTunes visualizer), there was a lot of euphoria, but around 3:00 A.M. I started feeling a little tired but not necessary like I was coming down.

I should also mention I used to take ecstasy a lot around 2010-2012 and less frequently in 2013. Also, I've only ever tried molly twice before this. I mean, I've had some random capsules at events and what not but was never sure if they were molly or not. The first time I took two capsules of what was supposed to be really potent. It was way too much for me and too intense.

The second time I took it was a smaller dosage and was a much better experience. Back to my trip around 3:00 A.M-4:00 A.M. I just felt really relaxed and happy but still no comedown. By 5:00 A.M.-6:00 A.M. I managed to fall asleep.

So basically I'm wondering what do I do with the other 1900 mg (more or less). Since it was just my third time taking molly do you think it's possible I could take it sooner than the recommend time of one to even three months waiting period. I've done a lot of searches which usually say wait or the effects will be less intense and you'll have bad come downs due to the serotonin depletion and other factors. I feel really confident that I could take a higher does this week and feel the same amount of effects if not more.

Finally I'm not sure if what I ate that day and the fact that I was drinking played a major part in the whole experience but just decided to share that information. I might as well let you know that I'm almost six foot and weigh about one hundred thirty five pounds. Hopefully you guys can give me some insight on wether or not I should take any more this week and if it's worth experimenting with.
 
You can take it sooner than one month, yeah, and it'll probably work more or less as well, but you shouldn't do it.

The first two times I did MDMA were a week apart and although I suffered no ill effects and they were both incredible experiences, after doing it again a month later and once more two months after that, it lost its magic to some extent. Even after a 5 month break after that, I did it three months in a row and only had the magic for maybe two hours of the first of those three experiences. It took 6 months off after that before I tried again and finally had the magic back, not 100% but the first time I'd felt it since my third experience for sure, so all in all I felt the magic 4 times in 8 experiences, and I think taking it so close together the first two times sped up the loss of feeling exponentially.
 
not sure about the eating, from my 2cents I believe food in the stomach slows down absorbtion. Conserve the MDMA. Test it(if not done already).

with that much MDMA it's dangerous to eyeball. For the sake of HR get a mg/g scale.

takes 2 weeks (relative to each person) for Serotonin levels to restore to normal iirc.

Get some 5-HTP supplements and Vitamin Bs to take during your time with the remainder of the 2gs you had. it will keep you feeling healthier.

Lots of fruits, water/etc.

If I were you I'd dose twice a month 2-2.5weeks apart.

If you wish to really retain the "magic" then 1 month apart

if you wanna maximize the retaining of the magic then 3 months apart

not sure how to store MDxx properly.


PS- I'm quite jealous cuz I could do with a good roll atm. Haven't had any pure MDxx in a minute.:(

on a side, side note, Plugging will def keep you rolling magically out the ass.

and when I say magic I mean that orgasmic, magical euphoria :D
 
By the way, please test your MDMA with a reagent kit if you haven't already
 
So I've never really thought of the issue of loss of magic. I actually think that loss of magic might be a good thing for me. I'd probably lose interest in drugs all together. I'm actually thinking of doing a little test.

I took the small amount (maybe 60-80 mg) two days ago. I'm thinking of taking more today, maybe 80-100 mg. Then taking more two days later, maybe 100-120 mg. I think it would be fun just to see what would happen and how I would react etc. Obviously there's going to be no major information to come out of that, but it would give me an ideal of how I react to frequent usage.
 
I asked a friend and he said he would buy a scale about two days from now, so that's good. Also 5-HTP does sound like it would be useful. As far as Vitamin B goes, I did use to take Vitamin B12 for energy but never was sure if it worked or not. So I might get more of that. I might look into getting a test kit too, but spent all my money on the molly lol.
 
Just reading OP is giving me an anxiety attack, molly sucks- you shouldn't have dosed so late or told us the story at begging of OP.
Take a 150mg capsule at 10AM 14 days from now and sell the rest to a friend= less chance of nerve damage.
 
Why is dosing late an issue? Also why shouldn't I have told you the story in the beginning?
 
Is neurotoxic damage fun? Seriously unless you wanna risk depression and anxiety that could last months, losing the magic of the drug for a long time, neurotoxic damage and potentially some cognitive deficits that could last months too, then don't dose again until your brain has recovered. At least 1 month preferably 3.

You should test this 'molly', a test kit is only £3 roughly from EZtest
 
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lol the OP is such a waste of drugs.

MDMA would suck doing it too often. Your serotonin receptors begin to be filled with dopamine to compensate for the depletion and this is why it is suggested that MDxx drugs are neurotoxic. Hey have fun, remember that egg on the frying pan? That is your brain on drugs; firing neurotransmitters between synapses travelling all through the brain.

I don't think there's need to stress not even the physical damage of MDxx toxicity but the psychological effects are the first to be felt and as listed by Terarc there^, serotonin is responsible for mood, appetite, sleep, anxiety and other things. Doing it too often will result in an imbalance of serotonin and you'd be regretting all the "molly" you took..

As stated above, always wait 2 weeks before dosing MDxx drugs again and that's the bear minimum. Any less and it's like trying to squeeze orange juice out of and already been sucked orange....

Also if it isn't MDMA and it is laced with additives then who knows what the fuck is going on in your brain and body? Test up and, relax. Molly is a bad bitch. She worse than Mary.
 
Your serotonin receptors begin to be filled with dopamine to compensate for the depletion and this is why it is suggested that MDxx drugs are neurotoxic. Hey have fun, remember that egg on the frying pan? That is your brain on drugs; firing neurotransmitters between synapses travelling all through the brain
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Jesus fucking christ. For a minute I thought I'd logged into a Government-driven anti-drugs propaganda forum.

Hey have fun, remember that egg on the frying pan? That is your brain on drugs; firing neurotransmitters between synapses travelling all through the brain
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What is this bullshit kind of sensationalism? You're warning the OP that drugs fry the brain by firing neurotransmitters through synapses? That is the brain's way of conducting everything. As I type this sentence neurotransmitters will be firing through my synapses...

Sure, MDMA is not a safe and sustainable drug, but bullshit scare-mongering comments fly straight in the face of HR and do not belong on BL. Keep it real bro.
 
JWills20 said:
Jesus fucking christ. For a minute I thought I'd logged into a Government-driven anti-drugs propaganda forum.



What is this bullshit kind of sensationalism? You're warning the OP that drugs fry the brain by firing neurotransmitters through synapses? That is the brain's way of conducting everything. As I type this sentence neurotransmitters will be firing through my synapses...

Sure, MDMA is not a safe and sustainable drug, but bullshit scare-mongering comments fly straight in the face of HR and do not belong on BL. Keep it real bro.
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lol. It was a suggestion of an idea that I had read about. Hence I said this is why it is SUGGESTED that MDxx drugs are neurotoxic.

Im also not saying it is frying your brain as in destroying it....please find somewhere in my "bullshit post" where I said something about the brain being fried.. i'm not trynna scare anyone... You know nothing for sure and neither do I so don't blab bout propaganda. Everything I post on this forum is an idea as like what your entire ego is made up of.

Frying your brain is a very subjective term. I consider frying your brain to be depleting neurotransmitters before they have time to restore to normal. Obviously neurot'mitters are constantly firing through the synapses... Drugs can speed up, slow down and/or confuse the transmitters.. is that a good thing? the example of the egg on the frying pan to me shows that they(neurotransmitters) are just rapidly doing whatever the drug is making them do. The heat(drug) is rapidly heating the egg(brain) and then a frying effect(neurotransmitter movement) is produced. It's just a fucking idea that I have

You're ASSuming I mean frying like those concerned mothers who tell bull shit stories to their kids bout someone they knew smoking weed and now drools on himself from brain damage. Still haven't found a reason for my comment to fly straight in the face of HR.

Take your time when talking to me as I don't waste none....
 
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PotatoMan said:
You know nothing for sure and neither do I so don't blab bout propaganda. Everything I post on this forum is an idea as like what your entire ego is made up of.
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No need to post nonsense on the level of government propaganda, though, which is exactly what you did. It was funny... if it had been meant as a joke.

Obviously neurot'mitters are constantly firing through the synapses... Drugs can speed up, slow down and/or confuse the transmitters..
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Ah, so THAT'S what's happening! Serotonin molecules are "constantly firing through the synapses", and because the drug alters their speed, they get confused!

is that a good thing? the example of the egg on the frying pan to me shows that they(neurotransmitters) are just rapidly doing whatever the drug is making them do. The heat(drug) is rapidly heating the egg(brain) and then a frying effect(neurotransmitter movement) is produced. It's just a fucking idea that I have
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You may wish to read up on neurotransmitters before you write nonsensical ideas, LOL.

You're ASSuming I mean frying like those concerned mothers who tell bull shit stories to their kids bout someone they knew smoking weed and now drools on himself from brain damage. Still haven't found a reason for my comment to fly straight in the face of HR.
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You wrote: "That is your brain on drugs; firing neurotransmitters between synapses travelling all through the brain"... which is literally a description of normal neurotransmission.
 
squid30 said:
No need to post nonsense on the level of government propaganda, though, which is exactly what you did. It was funny... if it had been meant as a joke.
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It was meant as a joke to the OP cuz he IMO is frying his brain by abusing his "molly" as often as he stated.

squid30 said:
Ah, so THAT'S what's happening! Serotonin molecules are "constantly firing through the synapses", and because the drug alters their speed, they get confused!
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MDMA is a blocks the reuptake of SE, NE and DA.



squid30 said:
You may wish to read up on neurotransmitters before you write nonsensical ideas, LOL.
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MDMA is a Sero and NE agonist so it increases the neurotransmitter release between the synapses.



squid30 said:
You wrote: "That is your brain on drugs; firing neurotransmitters between synapses travelling all through the brain"... which is literally a description of normal neurotransmission.
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Normal neurotransmission.... Hmmm.... Drugs cause normal neurotransmission I guess..... Like however they act on the brain is normal....
Your brain on drugs is entirely different to "normal neurotransmission". My comment and the egg example is an exaggeration for your brain on drugs as the drugs do all sorts of fucked up things like agonizing, antagonizing, stopping reuptake and etc, to the neurotransmitters. There's no conclusive evidence about the toxicity of most cuz as much studies there are to suggest MDMA's safety, there's enough to suggest it's neurotoxicity.


How's that for some clarity? (off) is the direction I'd like you to fuck
 
PotatoMan said:
MDMA is a blocks the reuptake of SE, NE and DA.
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MDMA doesn't inhibit serotonin re-uptake. It reverses the re-uptake process, in essence causing a release of serotonin. Inhibiting re-uptake will never cause such a big increase in serotonin levels as MDMA does. Also a re-uptake inhibitor blocks the MDMA effects, it doesn't amplify them. If you're going to insult people make sure you get your facts straight before you start lecturing. I'm not even going to begin to pick apart your other statements, I think others before me have done that adequately

To the OP: while the negative side-effects of abuse or overuse aren't apparent right away, they will start to appear sooner or later. Mild overuse happens to the majority of people that start using MDMA and the consequences aren't too bad. It's probably pretty unhealthy though and if you keep it up the consequences will get exponentially worse. Don't let it get to that point, if you absolutely must roll too frequently, make sure you take a long break before you get to see the ugly side of the drug. It won't cause you much harm very short-term but chronic abuse could seriously harm you
 
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^ clearly my quoted post there wasn't structured due to confusion at the time when I was posting hence the phrase "MDMA is a blocks" makes absolutely no sense. None of us are alexander shlugin so none of us will ever be as knowledgeable as he was on it. On WikiP is says that MDMA is a TRI and re-uptake inhibitor.

I actually meant to type that it reverses the reuptake but i got confused as I was on a very low mood swing and stressed from work.

Im sorry for whatever ignorance i shed as I respect and love everyone on BL as they have most probably saved my life&organs a couple times.

To me a fact is just an idea and ideas flow through the world. I don't like when people to tell me to get my facts right as where they probably got their "facts" from was in a similar manner that I did. Through someone's idea. Knowledge is empty and HR is all we have with drugs. Knowledge on them changes too much to say that it is this and that. up to now scientists can't decide whether caffeine is good or bad.

I can be a ego-maniac. The OP could go ahead and do his thing.. experience is the only real knowledge that exists, a study is just an idea and a fact is just an idea that makes the most sense at the time.

We don't actually know anything and BlueB I'm surprised at that warning cuz I've seen some flaming far worse than telling someone to foff. I not questioning your authority.

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Authority has nothing to do with it. You have a right to say anything you want, as long as it's within the rules set on this forum. If everyone started lashing out on a bad day this would turn into a huge clusterfuck of a forum very rapidly. The warning was just to make this clear. I think personal attacks have no place in a factual debate. As far as my reply goes I did not agree with a lot of information in your preceding posts so I (too) hastily picked a random quote from your last post and pointed out an error in it, thus adding weight to my dislike of you telling another member to fuck off. I should have picked a different quote, serves me right for half assing my reply :D you are correct, MDMA does inhibit re-uptake to some degree on entering the vesicle. The serotonin release has a much much greater effect on synaptic serotonin levels, but it is compounded by inhibiting re-uptake as well

You make some good points in the second part of your post, though I don't think experience is the only knowledge when it comes to drugs. Studies can have flaws in them, invalidating their results, but when all variables are controlled research results are absolute truths if the research produced conclusive answers. Facts are facts, they are not ideas that make most sense at the time, those are hypotheses

To the OP: storing MDMA is easy, just put it somewhere dry and dark and it will store for longer than you are going to live, it is an extremely stable molecule
 
3xp-Ress said:
Yeah for storing, I bought a pair of google glass earbuds last year and it has a really nice box to store it in (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZ2KjS9uM1o). I do keep the box on a high shelf though, not sure if that matters or not.
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That's perfect. Light, moisture and extreme temperatures can have an influence, but generally MDMA doesn't really degrade much. I don't even think moisture is such a big factor, unless your MDMA leaks out of the bag. I had a friend keep some MDMA dissolved in some water in the fridge for more than a year and judging by how he looked when he finally rolled it must have still been close to the 200mg he originally put in that made it into his body. 200mg is too much for the average user by the way, even for him it's a seriously intense experience, not recommended without a high tolerance and experience and even then it's not advisable to take such high doses
 
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