Benzo-messiah
Bluelighter
I've been on Cipramil (european version of Celexa, citalopram HBr) 40mg/day for 8 weeks now. I scored myself some *really* nice meth last weekend (yes, it's rare in UK but it exists) but it didn't work quite the same way as i remembered it would.
It certainly got me wired and i was up all day and nite and day... u know how it goes. I would maybe have kept on going but I just didn't enjoy it nearly as much as i used to. It gave me loads of energy but all the euphoric effects were gone (sigh). Before starting Cipramil it used to really pick me up and put me in a super good mood but this time it just made me active. I had this urge to do stuff but i wasn't really enjoying it too much. Actually I got really bored doing stuff without enjoying it. It really gets annoying when something just forces you to do things when you would like just to relax a bit but you can't.
I suppose it's just good for me afterall coz i used to be a hardcore tweaker 3 years ago (I was addicted to speed for 2 years). Funny thing is that now the SSRI has kicked in I don't crave for speed anymore. This time I was persuaded to buy some because the stuff was sooooo good. All my friends praised it. But there really isn't a point doing it if isn't enjoyable. Before I would have had at least a 3 day binge but know i just got bored after staying up one night, funny...
Has anyone else had similar experiences with the SSRI + (meth)amphetamine combo?
It certainly got me wired and i was up all day and nite and day... u know how it goes. I would maybe have kept on going but I just didn't enjoy it nearly as much as i used to. It gave me loads of energy but all the euphoric effects were gone (sigh). Before starting Cipramil it used to really pick me up and put me in a super good mood but this time it just made me active. I had this urge to do stuff but i wasn't really enjoying it too much. Actually I got really bored doing stuff without enjoying it. It really gets annoying when something just forces you to do things when you would like just to relax a bit but you can't.
I suppose it's just good for me afterall coz i used to be a hardcore tweaker 3 years ago (I was addicted to speed for 2 years). Funny thing is that now the SSRI has kicked in I don't crave for speed anymore. This time I was persuaded to buy some because the stuff was sooooo good. All my friends praised it. But there really isn't a point doing it if isn't enjoyable. Before I would have had at least a 3 day binge but know i just got bored after staying up one night, funny...
Has anyone else had similar experiences with the SSRI + (meth)amphetamine combo?
