I am trying to recall all the guys that seem serious and wanting to be in a relationship with me-not just wanting me solenly for sex(me been a young passable hot latina transsexual gurl). And so 90% of the time, this people were tweakers themselves.... My ex boyfriend defenetely was. But because I was myself a tweaker that would hit it and quit it, right away(the pipe). AND cuz I was scare they would turn up like my ex. I would not put much attention to this guys.
This tweakers made me feel great and but I was just looking elsewhere, or emotional not available cuz I was breaking & going back to ex...
Now, I am not with ex(physically nor emotional). Nor, do I hit it and quit it(pipe) and get paraniod or regets afterwards.
And so this has led me to think about this tweakers, tweaking moments, tweaking boy moments.. And so, this boys love me. They almost always declare themselves towards me. If not even offer to wanna pay me just to get a little sample of me. But besides the sexual component. They are serious. And for the most part I am cool with them.
Well, I made some connections an all my transsexual gurlfriends who were in relationship or had there first boyfriend, well he was a tweaker himself.(Samantha-Coño, Nicole-Guismo, Roxy-Oscar, Starr-that skinny boy, me-ex Javier). And so the point is that it was sore of meaningfull. Mines was for sure.
But why? Do they just live for transsexual gurls, or do they just have love for everybody? And I just dont mean, love=sex. But "love".... Does crystal open up your heart, to love, to want to love.. Unlike most solber people, most man just like doing hit it and run it... But this tweakers, apparently don't wanna run it. ...
This tweakers made me feel great and but I was just looking elsewhere, or emotional not available cuz I was breaking & going back to ex...
Now, I am not with ex(physically nor emotional). Nor, do I hit it and quit it(pipe) and get paraniod or regets afterwards.
And so this has led me to think about this tweakers, tweaking moments, tweaking boy moments.. And so, this boys love me. They almost always declare themselves towards me. If not even offer to wanna pay me just to get a little sample of me. But besides the sexual component. They are serious. And for the most part I am cool with them.
Well, I made some connections an all my transsexual gurlfriends who were in relationship or had there first boyfriend, well he was a tweaker himself.(Samantha-Coño, Nicole-Guismo, Roxy-Oscar, Starr-that skinny boy, me-ex Javier). And so the point is that it was sore of meaningfull. Mines was for sure.
But why? Do they just live for transsexual gurls, or do they just have love for everybody? And I just dont mean, love=sex. But "love".... Does crystal open up your heart, to love, to want to love.. Unlike most solber people, most man just like doing hit it and run it... But this tweakers, apparently don't wanna run it. ...
