Tuesday

Missed a few days posting over the weekend. But all in all a good weekend. I opened up to my wife somewhat. I think are relationship is better than it was a week or so ago. I am not running away.

I haven't wasted too much time, and have only dabbled in the porn. I have to post only a short note to self because I want to get in the habit of posting.
Life is ok even though I an totally fucked. Now that's not a bad attitude to have today.

 

hey man, check this out... I've been reading your posts and from an outsiders perspective. You definitely aren't 'fucked'. Dude, you are making an effort and applying some sort of change in your life. Fucked people don't do that.

I dig that you are, from what it sounds like, in a peaceful place in your head. Acceptance isn't all that bad (I'm just learning this myself). Things are what they are, we initiate changer where we can and accept that there are things that we simply can't do anything about.

I hear all of this in your brief words. Dude... these efforts you are making are RESPECTABLE! There are many who simply stay stuck because of the sheer discomfort of doing something different.

Keep on keepin' on, man. In the short period you've been here there has been noticeable growth and it gives a dude like me some hope! :D