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Trying X for the first time.....nervous

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Just reiterating what most are saying here, get a test kit. Too much shit is out there to trust what you bought as being clean or even mdma. Test kits can be found lots of places, including online and you can get all the data online for what reactions you're looking for. I personally don't take a thing unless it's been tested first. This goes for the molly powder all the way to the pills. I'd rather be safe.

Plus, if the test comes up clean, then there's MUCH less anxiety and you can settle into a nice, warm fuzzy place and enjoy yourself.
 
All I can tell you is I took only one pill when I was 14. It was a white dove and I never felt the same since. You can alter your brain just off of one use. Believe me. I am not the person who would lie to tell you not to do thizz, however I think I had an underlying mental illness and the thizz might of just let it out. Idk though, because I did pot and shrooms before I tried E. It could also have been my age. I would advise if you're going to try it to be at least 18, test your pills, consume antioxidants and vitamin c before and after the roll, and make sure to stay hydrated and I think you MIGHT be fine. There is still always the risk. I was always the most cautious drug user out of my group of friends yet I ended up beinh the one with depression, anxiety, short and long-term memory loss, dyslexia, erectile dysfunction, stuttering, body temperature problems, mild HPPD, and sleep issues. My advice bro is to just stay the hell away from the stuff. Stick to the naturals like pot and shrooms. Plus, once you pop, you don't stop! It may not be addicting as other drugs, but there is no such thing as a person who's only rolled once in their whole life ime.
 
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Thizzle mountain is right for the most part. If you are worried about your brain not functioning the same and stuff like that, ecstasy is definitely the drug you do not want to try. Even after one use it can change a person, not everyone but some people get fucked over. I ignore it now, but after my first night of rolling (3 tested clean pills) i woke up the next day different. Sure i had the experience of a life time that night, but i woke up with a retarded glow over me. I felt extremely dumb and a numbing of all my emotions, and some pretty hard depression and anxiety for at least 2 weeks. A lot of the stuff cleared up but i got adjusted to my new self, but MDMA can be like a switch. That wasn't the only time i rolled, i have rolled with moderation for about 2 years or less. But that first use did switch something in me, and yea usually if you roll once.. you will go back for more. It is a vicious cycle, be ready to adapt to the new person you become.
 
Yeah get a test kit and everything like all the above people said

Ahh I'm the same way - super anxious about everything. I remember my first time. I agreed to try it with my bf (who is fairly experienced and has been doing m for a few years now). But then I got super worried and that resulted in me getting "mad" at him. So many things went through my head! Then I popped the pill. Then 30-40 minutes later, everything was just perfect! Aha!

It has the potential to change your life, yes. The big worry is if you get something else, instead of mdma, in your pill. Something dangerous. That's why you test your pills. But they can also change your life in a good way (feelings and your way of life and stuff like that). Anyway ... I am happy I tried it :)
 
I'm glad you found Bluelight so you could be clued in about the contents of your pills- the fact that MDMA is illegal unfortunately leads to many pills made with cheaper chemicals that are easier to find, so test kits and communities like pillreports.com are essential.

I was extremely nervous to try MDMA, but I consider it among the best decisions I ever made now, years later. Educate yourself as much as possible on bluelight and Erowid.org, and be safe. MDMA is a beautiful thing if you respect it.
 
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