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Trying meth just once

I would not do it. Meth is the most psychologically damaging drug I believe there is. It will affect your brain a few weeks up to a few months after you stop using and you won't even notice it really, until something happens that gets you depressed or upset or maybe you just want to party and get high again, and you'll find yourself possibly doing things you never thought you would do. Now the first time isn't so bad and damaging but what I'm saying is the door will be open. You'll never have the same hesitation to do it and even though you may never do it again I find that highly unlikely. Anything good meth ever did to me or any positive impact it may have had are really just memories of half decent times. But I won't ever forget the shitty things I've done on it or coming off of it. Not to say I ever hit "rok bottom" I never lost my house, pawned anything for bills (or drugs), or sold my body. But I have been spun out without sleep for days at a time (most was 6 and I thought everyone in the house had me trapped in some type of rehearsed play that I had to figure out the meaning of to escape without fighting my way out and hurting them), when I could have been planning my finances, looking into building credit, started the process to go to college, spent time with family, etc. Also you'll want to talk about the experience with people and even understanding friends will be nervous a lot of the time when you think it wasn't so bad and you'll feel ostracized. So be prepared to cross a line if you use it for that first time, its a line that you can't go back from and in my humble opinion not worth it. Meth and Black and crack are the only drugs I recommend never trying. And of those three it really depends on your personality which you'll get addicted to easiest, and which you would be able to kick, but they're all bad.
 
The post before mine is pretty accurate aswell btw. Like I said it really depends on your personality but some people can try it and get their spring cleaning done in a few hours, while others try it can get out of control. I've seen a guy force his pregnant girlfriend to take a drug test in front of him because he connected things that didn't make any sense to connect that she had said throughout a conversation with him, and he BELIEVED she made his friend steal his dope and use it with her while he was getting high himself and she was staying at her parents house. Anyway kind of a crazy story lol but that's what it can be
 
Lol if this is really a harm reduction website, every comment should've been straight up "Don't do it, you will regret 100%!" if you haven't tried it before, don't start now. Meth is not worth it, and that's a statistical viewpoint not opinion. My opinion is the same however haha
 
I said I'd just try it once. Ended up injecting it within 2 weeks of nearly daily use. Its super addictive. Many argue as addictive if not more addictive than heroin. I've done both and find meth to be more addictive by far. Its bad news dude. Do yourself a favor and either flush it or give it to a tweeker.

Also test it before you ingest it ;) I would be very very skeptical of finding Meth on the ground and just trying it. As an ex tweeker I can say, I'd never drop a baggie.. Unless it was shitty qualify or maybe I was made aware it is cut with something toxic. I personally would always flush bunk shit... To avoid this situation. Tossing drugs on the street could get someone killed. But I wouldn't do it unless you test it. But why test it at all? Its a monsterous drug. Wherever broken dreams and shattered lives are to be found usually crystal meth is hiding in the shadows.
 
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One taste is all that it takes, though. I believe if you don't have problem with other substances in terms of addiction and craving, and I definitely would suggest trying amphetamine to get a taste of the stimulant effects beforehand. Meth is even stronger and better than amph, providing a euphoria as a result of serotonin, dopamine and norepinephrine release - rather than just dopamine and norepinephrine from amphetamine. You really have to respect meth for what it is though, because its abuse potential is very high, enabling a person to high for days. It can either become your worse nightmare, or a good pal that you visit once in awhile. Oral method is safest and least addictive. Smoking is much preferred, however the cravings are much higher when you start desiring a toke from the pipe. It only takes a few moments and you've got your hit into your system. Heed with caution! Moderation is key.
 
Like I said before that 'I've never tried meth before' feeling is a big psychological boundary to have and once you HAVE tried it just once, you'll never look at it the same way because now you can convince yourself that you know how it will affect you and it's not as... Intimidating for lack of a better word. It's not a badge of honor and I hate to sound like it's such a big deal because personally dope is just that to me, dope. I can flush a ball that I don't want to have anymore and believe me I've probably thrown out more dope than most people have ever used just because I wanted to be clean for a few months and didn't want anything in my home. But just because it's possible to have the willpower not to figuratively 'sell your soul' to the drug, doesn't mean that I should have ever done it in the first place. It's not worth the fun/crazy night or nights you may have when you weigh the loss of 'meth ignorance'. I wish I was still meth ignorant if you can't tell, but that's just my input. And if you do try it don't think it's all downhill, really just make it a one time thing and don't go back on that. Treat it like a personal test of will and remember everything you have to lose if you think to yourself "Would it be so bad to try it one more time?". And if you ever hear yourself saying "I can just do it once or twice a month or every other weekend" then you need to stop and reevaluate what you're doing. I hope I don't sound like a condescending douche, I'm just giving my %100 honest advice based on my experience and everything I've seen to a complete stranger and hoping whatever you do you don't lose who you are or accidentally hurt anyone who cares about you.
 
Meth never invaded my town, the gays love it but they're the only ones who can even obtain it in my area and they stick to the gay art of town.
I remember taking a greyhound when I was a teen and we had a bathroom break and their was a big ass crystal rock in a bag on top of the toilet paper dispenser.
I grabbed it and it looked like some pretty decent meth, looked like half an ice cube almost clear. I was very tempted but meth was just starting to become a media circus and I'll admit the stories sscared me away from it. Their were a bunch of tweakers from god knows where on that bus and I told one of them. They got off at another break and never returned.

If you found some crack rocks would you try them? Same thing in my book.

Just curious from the experienced posters, but do you think snorting/eating vs smoking it makes a difference in the likelihood of first use addiction?
 
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Trying2Iso said:
I actually did find a tiny bag of weed on the sidewalk outside a bowling alley one time. took it home, smelled it, examined it, then smoked it.
it was legit.
it was dank, too.
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I have found drugs a bunch of times but two times stand out.

Once in high school walking with a bunch of friends in the middle of a field, I said "damn I wish we had some weed", just to find a bag a minute later.

Another time, and this was just fucking strange, I was walking with my friend back from the liquor store and said "I wish I could get some fucking valium", no shit as soon as I said that I found a perscription bottle on the side of the road almost full of valium. I literally thought I was having a truman show experience.
 
If you are sure it is meth you have, try just eating some and see what happens. Don't eat a lot, I mean measure out a bump or maybe a little more and take it orally.
 
Yeah racking up some rails is the best way to get the most out of it without accidentally getting stuck on a pipe. I've seen too many people try to smoke an empty pipe multiple times after I told them it was out and I wasn't about to reload until they stopped tweaking so bad. If you're going to try it then crush some up until it looks comfortable for you to blow, rack up 2 rails about 1 inch long and 1 or 2 centimeters thick do one. Sit and in 15 minutes do the other. Then just enjoy it and redose as needed while drinking lots of water and make sure there's at least 3 or 4 hours in between your doses to be safe don't do more than 5 of those doses in a day.
 
That's for a first time recommendation. When I used I was doing .15 gram rails or hot rails every 6 hours and smoking consistantly in between. Lol it was easy to just lose a day chopping lines and looking for the exact weight a 'perfect bowl' is with my scale (lol there is no such thing btw but it sure was fun trying to decide whether .2 was too much solo or .1 wasn't quite enough to sit on and not have to reload for a minute) and then boom it's 2 days later and I've done a few grams by myself hahahah drugs are bad.
 
It makes a difference, I find that doing rails is better for just doing some and chilling without doing more for a while, smoking gets it into your system faster (15 minutes for a line before I usually notice being lifted versus 30 seconds or so after a hit on a pipe) but you will be wanting to keep hitting the pipe whereas with a line or two you can play a board game, clean, watch movies, I listen to audio books myself, and you won't be JUST getting high to get high.
 
Oh and also if you use with people the type of people you do it with can be huge in regards to becoming an addict. Some tweaker are so self loathing that they will subconsciously (or consciously depending on the person) do things to get you stuck or get you too fucked up because it makes them feel better about their addiction seeing someone else falling to their level. Just use alone and that isn't an issue, or be charismatic and don't let anyone manipulate you. If someone is doing things that make you nervous or uncomfortable just call them out immediately and either leave or make them leave. That sounds a little crazy but I just remembered the first time one of my friends used I wasn't there and he bought a 200 dollar gram from someone only to smoke it with the people who ripped him off in the first place :/ and he didn't even know until weeks later when he confessed to me that he tried it for the first time and didn't want to tell me because I had to go handle the person who did it.. No violence of course just got his money back but yeah sore memories for me I guess. Be careful is all I mean.
 
TronMan23 said:
Yeah racking up some rails is the best way to get the most out of it without accidentally getting stuck on a pipe. I've seen too many people try to smoke an empty pipe multiple times after I told them it was out and I wasn't about to reload until they stopped tweaking so bad.
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True tweakers have so much shit built up in the bottom of their bulbs that they can pretty much hit that shit indefinitely lol
 
Lol those who've been around know how to treat a pipe and get the most out of it but I swear I was at a house once and there were 3 pipes they had passing around and I wouldn't smoke and just did lines that night because none of them were even remotely clean and they wouldn't let me burn they're gross shit out and try to clean them with my torch because they said I waste dope because I won't smoke dark brown clear or even use a piece that is permanantly blackened lol nasty shit bro.
 
Dope is dope but I wouldn't drink a glass of water that had a blackish brown blob floating in it, some people are down for that though
 
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Lol those who've been around know how to treat a pipe and get the most out of it but I swear I was at a house once and there were 3 pipes they had passing around and I wouldn't smoke and just did lines that night because none of them were even remotely clean and they wouldn't let me burn they're gross shit out and try to clean them with my torch because they said I waste dope because I won't smoke dark brown clear or even use a piece that is permanantly blackened lol nasty shit bro.
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Yeah I chop and rack crank too, whenever I get a chance to do it. That roa actually seems to be the least popular among tweakers though, which is something I've never understood...I personally don't really like smoking it, it just becomes like smoking crack after a while, very fiendy and constantly wanting "ONE MORE HIT". Intranasal has legs to it.
 
I slam and smoke. I rarely snort. Meth is pretty fucking evil IMHO. I just quit after a week long binge.... Nearly had to go to the hospital because I accidentally missed the vein... And during that week I shared needles with a gay guy in his 30s who has promiscuous sex with men on craigslist... I had sex with a slutty chick in a 3 sum with no protection, I borrowed money from 3 people... And I sold like 3 of my personal items. Needless to say.... Fuck. Me.


Meth has this way of turning your brain off..all logical decision making goes out the door and you end up often being on it for days at a time its.. Highly addictive. Meth is the king of bad decisions. Worse than alcohol IMHO. And the whole time you'll feel like you're making completely logical decisions.
 
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