Truth seeker, world of lies

[palecrow41]

Hello. Been lurking, dabbling, using, learning, struggling.... for too many years. Why not join. Doesn't seem very enthusiastic a post, but sometimes it's like that, sure y'all get it. Bluelight on, greenlight.

 

[palecrow41]

F'in TX

Ft. Worth. Struggling opioid addict for more years than I will admit. May have walked away again, but now I'm strung on girl (i know, imagine my dismay as a junkie that yea could really hook someone. For years, admittedly, I told rockheads to get a real habit. Feel childish for that). TX made it easy to spiral out on both, again and again. Hell. I fell back into a hole of easily lying to myself and goddamnit. just venting.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Welcome to Bluelight

Evey

 

[palecrow41]

Thanks Evey. I really don't know how to go about talking to bluelight ers, and have some questions, And could use some guidance. Just saying.

 

[MrRoot]

Hi there and welcome to bluelight.

Just blurt out your questions even if they feel weird, stupid or whatever. Somone knows answer to them (atleast hopefully ) so don't think too much about asking something. Most of us are actually quite nice fellows

 

[palecrow41]

Alright thanks. So my wife and I have been through too much, aside from the years preceding. ....just over the last year. I've been in and out of recovery. Dont have people out here, from NY and all, and were in a spot where I didn't think I'd end up. Could use a few friends. Wanted to ask, after having looked into it on BL as well as elsewhere, can anyone tell me about chemicalservices. Legit? Straight up? With average i.q. useage of course.