TMoney11111
Bluelighter
Hello there! I have something I've thought of sharing in a forum like this for a very long time. A system I've been doing that has allowed me to be happy and free, save money, have a normal life, but still use opioids sometimes despite going to rehab 3 times in my life for them. First let me just say this: I've taken some type of opioid at some dose (counting Bupe of course) every day, without ever going into withdrawals, for almost 20 years. Sure, when I was inexperienced, I had several times I ran out and got mildly sick. Night sweats, restless leg, the knee pain, but never throwing up or diarrhea. The main WDs I experienced were mental BY FAR in my lifetime. However even the mental I've avoided for nearly 20 years due to the system of balance and harm reduction that I've been using. I want to share the current system I'm using to give others a new point of view on how to live a life 'mostly clean' but still be able to occasionally enjoy opioids, even if you've been horribly addicted to them in the past like me. I am NOT recommending people try this, please be mindful of harm reduction when it comes to anything related to opioids. Do your own research and be cautious, don't take my word for it. What works for 1 person may not work the same for someone else!
So for a while I would swap between real Opioids and Suboxone. Maybe a year of each, a little more or less, etc. First Suboxone was April 2008 and thats where I start this 'nearly 20 years' I mentioned earlier. However by January 2016, I quit real opioids, and have never TRULY gone back, so I consider myself 'sober' even though I've used hydrocodone/oxycodone plenty of times since then. I actually had gone 5 years without it at all, only being on Sub. I never wanted to use again. I was taking about 0.5mg of Suboxone at the time a day, a very low dose but, if you know Sub, whatever dose you take over a long period of time basically feels like a 'normal dose'.
At this point I had read about people on tiny doses waiting until later in the day and taking opioids still, and getting high. Some said the high was potentiated, some say it wasn't as good with the combo. I tried it. I got buzz but felt more of the physical effects than usual, from a very low dose. I mean there has to be cross tolerance between the two but, I was taking 50mg at once of hydrocodone at 1 point, or mixing 30mg hydro 10mg oxy together, stuff like that. And after being on Sub 0.5 for years. just a 5mg trial dose of Hydrocodone, had a huge effect. So I took 1 dose a day of hydrocodone, while on the Sub, for about a year. Eventually I stopped simply due to just burning out a bit, I quit weed and everything and went on a health kick. By this point I was taking just 0.25 mg a day of Suboxone. I pretty much got normal feelings from smaller Hydro doses of 15-20mg while on the 0.25.
So 2 years passed by and I was given a large quantity of oxy/hydro from a long time friend who of course I know they are legitimately from a pharmacy, as safe as it can be. At this point life wasn't going well and I was actually dealing with pain issues. So I thought, what if I REALLY tried to cut it down further. I don't want to take opioids ALL DAY like I used to, but I want to be able to really take a decent dose without interactions from Suboxone at all. Maybe this is just a placebo effect but, when I put the sub in my mouth and taste it, I feel calm. I know I don't need opioids for a while, or all day even. But, if I WANT them, I want to have the choice! So I started cutting the 2mg strips into 12 pieces. Do the math and that's like 0.166mg, give or take maybe 0.01 or 0.02 per, because the strips arent always perfectly even.
We are talking about true microdosing here! For most users, this sounds like a Joke. I realize that. But it works for me. I take it at about 7, and I do my normal daily stuff, wait until about 5, and take a normal hydrocodone dose. Then sleep by 11:30 Even 5mg my first time doing it after 2 years, felt amazing. 3 weeks in and I havent needed more than 10mg at once still, increasing my hydrocodone dose by about 0.25 at a time. I truly am a mathematical nerd when it comes to using lmao. Making ever so careful cuts and slightly increasing my dose over time, to prevent getting really 'higher than i want' and building tolerance fast. This system works for me, and even if it sounds crazy to some people, I wanted to share it. Im barely using any Bupe, minimizing the harm on my body over time. Barely using any Hydrocodone, 1 dose a day, and same thing. I've even had a 2 days where I tested it and got up early and did the sub at 6, then dose 1 at 12, then another at 6, then asleep at my normal time at 11:30. And again, totally fine.
More than anything I believe this works due to the tiny dose of Bupe. I could be wrong but I think it takes at least 2mg of it to FULLY block opioids. And I would never come on here and suggest things for people to try but, if you are going to ever try this, please, don't use over 0.5mg of Sub and don't use anything besides hydrocodone to do it with. Stronger things might not mix as well and risk opioid poisoning if you took a large enough dose. Be mindful of that, we're here to help eachother and share experiences! But This is my life. I hate alcohol. I quit weed. I JUST WANT TO TAKE 1 OPIOID DOSE A DAY AFTER WORK! In place of beer or weed like a 'normal person'. and Placebo or not, this helps me do it, and if anyone else out there does something similar, LET ME KNOW!!! Would love to hear about it!
Thanks for reading
and god bless, stay safe and happy!
So for a while I would swap between real Opioids and Suboxone. Maybe a year of each, a little more or less, etc. First Suboxone was April 2008 and thats where I start this 'nearly 20 years' I mentioned earlier. However by January 2016, I quit real opioids, and have never TRULY gone back, so I consider myself 'sober' even though I've used hydrocodone/oxycodone plenty of times since then. I actually had gone 5 years without it at all, only being on Sub. I never wanted to use again. I was taking about 0.5mg of Suboxone at the time a day, a very low dose but, if you know Sub, whatever dose you take over a long period of time basically feels like a 'normal dose'.
At this point I had read about people on tiny doses waiting until later in the day and taking opioids still, and getting high. Some said the high was potentiated, some say it wasn't as good with the combo. I tried it. I got buzz but felt more of the physical effects than usual, from a very low dose. I mean there has to be cross tolerance between the two but, I was taking 50mg at once of hydrocodone at 1 point, or mixing 30mg hydro 10mg oxy together, stuff like that. And after being on Sub 0.5 for years. just a 5mg trial dose of Hydrocodone, had a huge effect. So I took 1 dose a day of hydrocodone, while on the Sub, for about a year. Eventually I stopped simply due to just burning out a bit, I quit weed and everything and went on a health kick. By this point I was taking just 0.25 mg a day of Suboxone. I pretty much got normal feelings from smaller Hydro doses of 15-20mg while on the 0.25.
So 2 years passed by and I was given a large quantity of oxy/hydro from a long time friend who of course I know they are legitimately from a pharmacy, as safe as it can be. At this point life wasn't going well and I was actually dealing with pain issues. So I thought, what if I REALLY tried to cut it down further. I don't want to take opioids ALL DAY like I used to, but I want to be able to really take a decent dose without interactions from Suboxone at all. Maybe this is just a placebo effect but, when I put the sub in my mouth and taste it, I feel calm. I know I don't need opioids for a while, or all day even. But, if I WANT them, I want to have the choice! So I started cutting the 2mg strips into 12 pieces. Do the math and that's like 0.166mg, give or take maybe 0.01 or 0.02 per, because the strips arent always perfectly even.
We are talking about true microdosing here! For most users, this sounds like a Joke. I realize that. But it works for me. I take it at about 7, and I do my normal daily stuff, wait until about 5, and take a normal hydrocodone dose. Then sleep by 11:30 Even 5mg my first time doing it after 2 years, felt amazing. 3 weeks in and I havent needed more than 10mg at once still, increasing my hydrocodone dose by about 0.25 at a time. I truly am a mathematical nerd when it comes to using lmao. Making ever so careful cuts and slightly increasing my dose over time, to prevent getting really 'higher than i want' and building tolerance fast. This system works for me, and even if it sounds crazy to some people, I wanted to share it. Im barely using any Bupe, minimizing the harm on my body over time. Barely using any Hydrocodone, 1 dose a day, and same thing. I've even had a 2 days where I tested it and got up early and did the sub at 6, then dose 1 at 12, then another at 6, then asleep at my normal time at 11:30. And again, totally fine.
More than anything I believe this works due to the tiny dose of Bupe. I could be wrong but I think it takes at least 2mg of it to FULLY block opioids. And I would never come on here and suggest things for people to try but, if you are going to ever try this, please, don't use over 0.5mg of Sub and don't use anything besides hydrocodone to do it with. Stronger things might not mix as well and risk opioid poisoning if you took a large enough dose. Be mindful of that, we're here to help eachother and share experiences! But This is my life. I hate alcohol. I quit weed. I JUST WANT TO TAKE 1 OPIOID DOSE A DAY AFTER WORK! In place of beer or weed like a 'normal person'. and Placebo or not, this helps me do it, and if anyone else out there does something similar, LET ME KNOW!!! Would love to hear about it!
Thanks for reading
and god bless, stay safe and happy!
