thesoundofmotion
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 1, 2007
- Messages
- 104
I live in New York in a typical suburban town.
Anyways I am coming into my mid 20's now and I'm really having trouble fitting in with this society and finding some sort of purpose for my existance here.
I know what types of things turn me on but I feel like I am very limited in the things I can do. The things I can say are unlimited, but the things I do are a totally different story.
I live in a neighborhood that is fairly upper-middle class although we have seen decline lately.
I just really don't know how to fit in. I don't like the idea of having to work for Corporate America and I don't even like the notion of how our society is structured today in terms of law and in terms of economics.
I don't want to sound whiny, but I want to change it and I want to be full of knowledge and wisdom (although I guess this comes with time).
Does anyone feel this way? Don't you feel like there is more to life then this type of lifestyle? I know there is and I can see it, but I can't just yet get there.
I've also never expressed myself sexually with another person which is sad but true.
Anyways I am coming into my mid 20's now and I'm really having trouble fitting in with this society and finding some sort of purpose for my existance here.
I know what types of things turn me on but I feel like I am very limited in the things I can do. The things I can say are unlimited, but the things I do are a totally different story.
I live in a neighborhood that is fairly upper-middle class although we have seen decline lately.
I just really don't know how to fit in. I don't like the idea of having to work for Corporate America and I don't even like the notion of how our society is structured today in terms of law and in terms of economics.
I don't want to sound whiny, but I want to change it and I want to be full of knowledge and wisdom (although I guess this comes with time).
Does anyone feel this way? Don't you feel like there is more to life then this type of lifestyle? I know there is and I can see it, but I can't just yet get there.
I've also never expressed myself sexually with another person which is sad but true.