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missbetty2010

missbetty2010

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Hey all,

I just have a question for ye clubbers :-)

I am trying to research triggers or reminders and the feelings around these for people who were heavy clubbers/ravers in the past. I would love to hear your expereinces. I personally was a big cubber in the mid 90s and up until maybe 8 years ago...Now, if I hear certain music or watch ecstasy users on documenatries, my stomach flips and my feet get real nervous/excited... makes me wanna go clubbing right then!

Has this happened to any of you :-)

Betty
 
I was just thinking about this exact topic 10 minutes ago! Yeah it does, if I hear a great techno track etc, at ponts I will start getting rushes, almost like a cold shiver where my skin gets goosebumps! Just had one about 5 minutes ago listening to infected mushroom.
 
haha excellent.... I am watching some documentaries right now and my stomach is almost sick but its a nice fluttery feeling!
 
Flashbacks are the shit. I'll never forget when I was coming up and Porter dropped Language and I got the most intense MD rush of my life. Afterwards, I was back home and watching the music channels and it came on. I just spontaneously started rushing and screamed like I was right back there in that moment. Was absolutely amazing!

Luckily nobody was in the house haha.
 


This was it for me. I had not taken MDMA in 13 years...saw this video and that was it...I had to have some again. took along time to find but finally got some and had my first roll since quiting in late 2000 about 4 weeks ago.

Everything about this video screams MDMA to me...it touched my heart =D
 
I've had flashbacks from my first few expierences. When I was house sitting for my ex girlfriends mom(they were gone for the weekend). It was my second time rolling, I was by myself solo rolling. But they're was a certain deathcore track(I don't listen to that stuff anymore) that came on when I peaking, god when that breakdown hit I was in complete bliss. The most happiest I've ever been, even tho it was in a lame setting by myself. It was one of the best nights of my life.

Now fastfoward 4/5 years, I don't do MDMA much any more and its still good to use. But not as good as it used to be. I had my computer playing music on random, that same track came on and I was like oh my god. I closed my eyes and felt as if I was in that moment years earlier. It was surreal, for that brief few seconds I felt like I was rolling far harder then my last few expierences.

Certain songs or certain places bring back so much memories that it feels as if I'm back in that moment for a brief second. Kinda amazing if you ask me.
 
I will always remember for the rest of my life, the feeling of 2 Mortal Kombat pills smashing in the face as 'Blackjack' by airbourne started playing. My God.....
 
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