I over slept this morning, missed breakfast. They served French Toast, and bacon. Man was I fucking pissed when I hauled ass up there and the serving window was closed. Shit sucked! I did mange to get a banana and gobbled that down with a cup of coffee.
The day went on. Group today was on the first 3 steps. Good group, learned a lot about the second and third steps. Since I know the first step backwards and forward. Mostly the whole "higher-power" I needed to learn about, as for sponsor wise I'm still on step numero uno. I've read and re read the Doctors Opinion over and over, and I'm just now starting to understand the whole cravings, and why do I get them.
Group lasted from 7:30am-9:30am with one smoke break at 8:30am, at 9:30am they call roll call, to check who is here and who isn't. It's pretty much the same shit like teachers do, call names and you say "here" when they call your name.
Roll call ended, and we had "Men's Group" at 10:00am. That group sucked because the counselor that was supposed to show up wasn't here. I guess he was still on Vacation or some shit, so from 10:00am to 11:00am we all just sat around, and I couldn't take it anymore so I went to the other building, took a lil smoke break, and went to find something productive to do.
Mr.T "volun'told" me that I'm the new dishwasher, so for breakfast, lunch, and dinner I have to hand wash dish's. Shit fucking sucks, guess I was in the right place at the right time in a way. This looks good on paper. Fucked my time up tho. I gotta get up there at 5am, 11am, and 4pm to wash dishs. They call it OJT means On the Job Training. lol am I destined to be a dishwasher? Lunch wasn't nothing but a hot dog and some chips. Dinner looks good, I've been told we are eating fried pork chops ^.^. Oh yeah also I jacked a Crunch bar from the kitchen manager lol. gotta survive somehow.
A lot of people have relapsed since I've been here. Shits sad when I see so many cool people fuck up. I just pray and gotta keep my shit straight.
I got court in 2 days for a public intox charge I got last month, and I talked to my counselor about it, and he's going to fax over a paper that states I'm in rehab. So that's a burden off of my shoulder.
Bout to go eat some dinner, and wash dish's. Other than that shits straight. Oh yeah also I ran down to CVS and bought some suckers and jolly ranchers, because damn I've been craving sweets like a mofo!
Also my roomate is fucking throwed the fuck off. He's seriously got some fucking problems. I was watching the new Underworld, I thought he was sleeping, and I had a strange feeling of someone standing behind me, and there he was fucking watching fucking eating that caramel popcorn crunch shit, dropping crumbs all over my pillow. Fuck him for now on, I'm watching my shit to my back to the wall.grrr
I'll update later,
Drew
The day went on. Group today was on the first 3 steps. Good group, learned a lot about the second and third steps. Since I know the first step backwards and forward. Mostly the whole "higher-power" I needed to learn about, as for sponsor wise I'm still on step numero uno. I've read and re read the Doctors Opinion over and over, and I'm just now starting to understand the whole cravings, and why do I get them.
Group lasted from 7:30am-9:30am with one smoke break at 8:30am, at 9:30am they call roll call, to check who is here and who isn't. It's pretty much the same shit like teachers do, call names and you say "here" when they call your name.
Roll call ended, and we had "Men's Group" at 10:00am. That group sucked because the counselor that was supposed to show up wasn't here. I guess he was still on Vacation or some shit, so from 10:00am to 11:00am we all just sat around, and I couldn't take it anymore so I went to the other building, took a lil smoke break, and went to find something productive to do.
Mr.T "volun'told" me that I'm the new dishwasher, so for breakfast, lunch, and dinner I have to hand wash dish's. Shit fucking sucks, guess I was in the right place at the right time in a way. This looks good on paper. Fucked my time up tho. I gotta get up there at 5am, 11am, and 4pm to wash dishs. They call it OJT means On the Job Training. lol am I destined to be a dishwasher? Lunch wasn't nothing but a hot dog and some chips. Dinner looks good, I've been told we are eating fried pork chops ^.^. Oh yeah also I jacked a Crunch bar from the kitchen manager lol. gotta survive somehow.
A lot of people have relapsed since I've been here. Shits sad when I see so many cool people fuck up. I just pray and gotta keep my shit straight.
I got court in 2 days for a public intox charge I got last month, and I talked to my counselor about it, and he's going to fax over a paper that states I'm in rehab. So that's a burden off of my shoulder.
Bout to go eat some dinner, and wash dish's. Other than that shits straight. Oh yeah also I ran down to CVS and bought some suckers and jolly ranchers, because damn I've been craving sweets like a mofo!
Also my roomate is fucking throwed the fuck off. He's seriously got some fucking problems. I was watching the new Underworld, I thought he was sleeping, and I had a strange feeling of someone standing behind me, and there he was fucking watching fucking eating that caramel popcorn crunch shit, dropping crumbs all over my pillow. Fuck him for now on, I'm watching my shit to my back to the wall.grrr
I'll update later,
Drew
