Juicewrldfan
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Does it help or no? I thought I read somewhere people on here saying it aucks to use as a come down aid. And boy am I coming down and got like some two year old trazadone I’ve had in my storage cabinet.
It may be somewhat weaker cuz it’s old but I have a lot. Thing is everyone in my life I wished that I go back on adhd meds more than insisted and I told them the risk. I told them I didn’t want to. Give is twice now
This has happened. God I look like a fool.
Anyway, I tried…to take it as prescribed and didn’t even make it a day…so I told my wife I flushed it all so that she is not supporting me to get a refill at my refill appointment next month. That was my goal if that but think I should flush the rest? Not have about 18 out of 60 left. Yeah I apparently took 42 - that would be 420mg. There is no way.
So I guess just a few things. First, I didn’t intend to get high on my meds…I would not have got them..:figured low dose would t cause euphoria and my adhd symptoms are being complicated by lo. Significantly and everyone insisting I take it…mom wife therapist
Therapist was conflicted but the end she said she wanted me to go back on them.
Anyhow, it’s my fault. I’m the one who put the pill in my mouth but damn this is the second time I told them I can’t be in ADHD meds and I got push back to get on adhd meds and then I relapse. Happened both times…different names of meds/composition but yeah amphetamines (vyvanse)
I really just want to go to sleep and definitely can sleep I think maybe now but my wife gonna be home n a few mini and she’s gonna want me to hang out with her
For hours after work and I have no energy but I have some 10mg adderal left. I didn’t get a lick of sleep last night but I have a feeling I’m going to be moody and I’m in a decent mood it’s just the no sleep. Well I kinda took a 45 min Power Nap closer to 30.
But still so tired and add low T to that so yeah I think I extremely but I don’t want to take any. Well I took like 30mg and that was around like 7am and nothing since. I want to sleep tonight
Maybe if I just took a half one (5mg) or at this point my tolerance should be back up to where it used to be nearly. I build tolerance fast so maybe I take the whole pill or maybe none at all? Idk…
So
It may be somewhat weaker cuz it’s old but I have a lot. Thing is everyone in my life I wished that I go back on adhd meds more than insisted and I told them the risk. I told them I didn’t want to. Give is twice now
This has happened. God I look like a fool.
Anyway, I tried…to take it as prescribed and didn’t even make it a day…so I told my wife I flushed it all so that she is not supporting me to get a refill at my refill appointment next month. That was my goal if that but think I should flush the rest? Not have about 18 out of 60 left. Yeah I apparently took 42 - that would be 420mg. There is no way.
So I guess just a few things. First, I didn’t intend to get high on my meds…I would not have got them..:figured low dose would t cause euphoria and my adhd symptoms are being complicated by lo. Significantly and everyone insisting I take it…mom wife therapist
Therapist was conflicted but the end she said she wanted me to go back on them.
Anyhow, it’s my fault. I’m the one who put the pill in my mouth but damn this is the second time I told them I can’t be in ADHD meds and I got push back to get on adhd meds and then I relapse. Happened both times…different names of meds/composition but yeah amphetamines (vyvanse)
I really just want to go to sleep and definitely can sleep I think maybe now but my wife gonna be home n a few mini and she’s gonna want me to hang out with her
For hours after work and I have no energy but I have some 10mg adderal left. I didn’t get a lick of sleep last night but I have a feeling I’m going to be moody and I’m in a decent mood it’s just the no sleep. Well I kinda took a 45 min Power Nap closer to 30.
But still so tired and add low T to that so yeah I think I extremely but I don’t want to take any. Well I took like 30mg and that was around like 7am and nothing since. I want to sleep tonight
Maybe if I just took a half one (5mg) or at this point my tolerance should be back up to where it used to be nearly. I build tolerance fast so maybe I take the whole pill or maybe none at all? Idk…
So
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