PixieGirl- i have never met you or anything, but you have to hang in there. life will go on without him. if he doesn't realize what he has in front of him than he doesn't deserve you. you obviously have good friends. take advantage of that. friends will always be there no matter what. when the man in your life isn't there for you, friends always are.
i know that is easier said than done, but you have to trust me; i've been in your shoes more times than i should have been. i learned though, after many heartaches that could have been prevented, that there were people there for me that are always willing to help.
those people, we call friends, and they are what will get you through all the tough times in life no questions asked and no judgements.
if you need someone to talk to, feel free to email me whenever, no matter what.....
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