caseface99
Bluelight Crew
I am a very quiet person by nature, and only recently since getting sober have I been exploring why through meditation. I've come to the realization that a LARGE majority of my thoughts are entirely non-linguistic. There is no translation that I can put into words for a lot of it - It's just a knowing, an awareness, a feeling perhaps - but absolutely no string of words involved. Nothing I can verbalize or write down. It only ever bothers me when I'm trying to have conversations with people I don't know well, because half the time they say something and I have no linguistic response. I know how what they said made me feel but but there is no words that come to mind in response.
Not just in conversations by the way, that's just the only time it's annoying. Otherwise, all the time I am going through my day with the majority of thoughts I have going through my mind in the most pure, un translatable non linguistic manner I can't even describe it properly... Does anyone else experience this type of thought or have any sort of explanation for me? Can't find much via google on the topic of non linguistic thinking..
I have trouble trying to recall how I thought before using drugs. I used from when I was 16-21. Been sober the last few months, almost 22 now. A LOT of cannabis, psychedelics, and opiates. I'm thinking the psychs, maybe cannabis, could have something to do with it.. It's not like I'm not capable of understanding something - I just don't think about much of what I understand in a linguistic manner... I doubt if that makes sense to most but I'd like to discuss this if anyone has any input on the topic.. 8(
Not just in conversations by the way, that's just the only time it's annoying. Otherwise, all the time I am going through my day with the majority of thoughts I have going through my mind in the most pure, un translatable non linguistic manner I can't even describe it properly... Does anyone else experience this type of thought or have any sort of explanation for me? Can't find much via google on the topic of non linguistic thinking..
I have trouble trying to recall how I thought before using drugs. I used from when I was 16-21. Been sober the last few months, almost 22 now. A LOT of cannabis, psychedelics, and opiates. I'm thinking the psychs, maybe cannabis, could have something to do with it.. It's not like I'm not capable of understanding something - I just don't think about much of what I understand in a linguistic manner... I doubt if that makes sense to most but I'd like to discuss this if anyone has any input on the topic.. 8(