xtcgrrrl
Bluelight Crew
I'm so scared of having a seizure on Tramadol. I've never had one, but I just know I'm a good candidate for having one becuz 1) I have a lot of psychological issues stemming from chemical imbalances in the brain and 2) I've done a lot of damage to my neural pathways by taking A LOT of drugs. Today I took 300 mgs Tramadol, the most I've ever taken, and I was lying here enjoying the high when I suddenly had a closed eye visual of sparks. It was so vivid and I thought maybe I was seeing my brain misfire and I was about to have a seizure (silly I know but when you're high you can convince yourself of anything.) so my heart started racing and I almost had a panic attack. I got up and took Topamax and Gabapentin (both anti-convulsants.) I wish I could just relax and enjoy the high but taking Tramadol just feels so RISKY. I wish I could get prescribed regular opiates!!!