DeathIndustrial88
Bluelighter
Yes, I have noticed that too - it just kinda lost its magic after so many years on it. That was a sad day when I came to that realization, but it also helped me see that it was time to move on. I have wondered if the gabapentin I was on had something to do with it. I never could find anything definitive, but I always suspected, and I have heard that as well about bupe. I haven't really had any drug cravings (yet), but sometimes I JUST WANNA TAKE A DOSE TO CLEAN THE HOUSE haha. I could take a closet apart and put back together in no time. And once my husband came home and saw me cleaning the garage (I don't touch his garage). He just said, "tramadol?" lol
Awe, that sucks to hear you've experienced this too. Maybe tramadol just fries out a part of the brain after awhile or the Tram Gods decided it was our time to move on. I definitely do miss that uplifting euphoria, increased confidence, intense musical euphoria and boundless energy. It was great while it lasted and I'm surprised I got great effects for as long as I did. The withdrawals were definitely brutal though too.
I am always joking around with a friend of mine who knows about my addictions about how much I miss that spark to wanna get up and clean. lol Only tramadol and heroin have ever made me wanna get up and clean and actually enjoy it. Bupe did in the beginning a little bit, but it didn't take long for that effect to completely disappear after daily usage, where as atleast with tramadol and heroin, the positive effects were a little more consistent. Bupe's a helpful tool but it really does lack a lot of what I loved about other opiates/opioids, such as the increased energy and desire to clean or being able to sit and listen to my music for hours at a time and not be bored for a single minute. Bupe has always lacked those qualities and can make for a very boring half-assed opioid honestly.

It is funny cause my mom who is 69 years old and doesn't have much experience with trams or opioids, has taken a few here or there in the past year or so and all she does is take ONE pill and suddenly she'll be up and cleaning and telling me about how amazing she feels and all I can do is sort of laugh to myself, cause I know exactly what she's talking about. She told me she finally sees now why it was so addicted to it. It can be a very productive drug for getting things done. Where as stimulants make my head a mess and while I might be wide awake, my brain feels dead and I'm usually too focused on sexual things that I can't get anything else done. Trams offered that clean, powerful and natural feeling of just being a normal human being with energy. I definitely miss it.
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