I hope it is alright to revive this thread for my question... I have tried to get answers in other sections and found none and the sheer amount of information on this forum is really motivating so I thought I would try here.
1. I had a reaction after a weekend involving 300mg tramadol (once a day for three days), 350 mg SOMA, 50mg Demerol (taken only on friday, 1st day), and a lot of marijuana... after the third day i took the 300mg trams and a 350 SOMA that were fine the first two days and everything went to hell. Got an intense electric feeling, dilated eyes, insane pressure behind the eyes, lsd like sensations and visual disturbances, shaking, confusion, numbness, basically blacked out (though the benzos i took to try and neuroprotect the craziness in my head may have been more responsible for the blackout). Came to later that night and went to the ER. What's weird is that I felt very 'off and awful' for a few days after, but it wasn't until the fourth day that my nightly weed bowl caused a recurrence of symptoms. insane heart rate, fully dilated eyes, sensory disturbances, confusion, thought i was going to die. For the next month I had insane anxiety and fear... it was another world and I am stunned I didn't fuck up my job.
Since then i cut out almost all drugs, and after a 5 or so weeks I felt mostly recovered and decided to take amoxicillin for a recurring sore throat i was having (in retrospect likely was due to weed withdrawal) and had an insane recurrence of symptoms. Seemed to have severely delayed my recovery. I am now two and a half months in and feel maybe 60% recovered. Anxiety is mostly gone unless I get brief symptoms. All that is left is insane drug sensitivity, occasional vision changes, and a nagging buzz in my head (sometimes accompanied by fatigue or restlessness). I mean crazy drug sensitivity, one hit of weed pushes me to the threshold of having an 'episode', and one stool softener dilated my eyes and drove me to take a benzo 8 hours later to fight off confusion, panic, and other symptoms. I have had severe sensitivity to everything but benzos (even friggin aspartame, zicam zinc losenges, ambien, claritin, stool softener, alcohol, caffeine). Does this sound like the long SS recoveries in this thread or something else?
2. Anyone who has encountered toxicity for SSRI, SNRI, Seratonergic drugs like MDMA or what have you... Can you please share your story, symptoms, and recovery timetable? How long did it take to be in the clear? I at times feel i am much better, but then have symptoms from a zinc tablet or a diet coke or something stupid; then i question whether ill ever recover, and if i'll have to live a life as the wordls biggest tee-totaler. I of course am never taking a re-uptake drug again... but I miss hitting up the bars with my friends and being able to drink a red bull without traveling off to some psychedelic hellscape.
3. To those in recovery... were you ever able to enjoy weed the way you used to (ie not worrying about intake causing symptoms). We're you able to drink, smoke, resume your old habits without symptoms? If so how long did it take? If not... how are you doing now?
Many thanks for your replies... I realize I am newbie on here but I am so worried about this stuff. From what i can tell Blers may know more about this than my doc, who insists that i just have an anxiety disorder (i have had anxiety all my life... this is chemical/biological and im sure of it).
1. I had a reaction after a weekend involving 300mg tramadol (once a day for three days), 350 mg SOMA, 50mg Demerol (taken only on friday, 1st day), and a lot of marijuana... after the third day i took the 300mg trams and a 350 SOMA that were fine the first two days and everything went to hell. Got an intense electric feeling, dilated eyes, insane pressure behind the eyes, lsd like sensations and visual disturbances, shaking, confusion, numbness, basically blacked out (though the benzos i took to try and neuroprotect the craziness in my head may have been more responsible for the blackout). Came to later that night and went to the ER. What's weird is that I felt very 'off and awful' for a few days after, but it wasn't until the fourth day that my nightly weed bowl caused a recurrence of symptoms. insane heart rate, fully dilated eyes, sensory disturbances, confusion, thought i was going to die. For the next month I had insane anxiety and fear... it was another world and I am stunned I didn't fuck up my job.
Since then i cut out almost all drugs, and after a 5 or so weeks I felt mostly recovered and decided to take amoxicillin for a recurring sore throat i was having (in retrospect likely was due to weed withdrawal) and had an insane recurrence of symptoms. Seemed to have severely delayed my recovery. I am now two and a half months in and feel maybe 60% recovered. Anxiety is mostly gone unless I get brief symptoms. All that is left is insane drug sensitivity, occasional vision changes, and a nagging buzz in my head (sometimes accompanied by fatigue or restlessness). I mean crazy drug sensitivity, one hit of weed pushes me to the threshold of having an 'episode', and one stool softener dilated my eyes and drove me to take a benzo 8 hours later to fight off confusion, panic, and other symptoms. I have had severe sensitivity to everything but benzos (even friggin aspartame, zicam zinc losenges, ambien, claritin, stool softener, alcohol, caffeine). Does this sound like the long SS recoveries in this thread or something else?
2. Anyone who has encountered toxicity for SSRI, SNRI, Seratonergic drugs like MDMA or what have you... Can you please share your story, symptoms, and recovery timetable? How long did it take to be in the clear? I at times feel i am much better, but then have symptoms from a zinc tablet or a diet coke or something stupid; then i question whether ill ever recover, and if i'll have to live a life as the wordls biggest tee-totaler. I of course am never taking a re-uptake drug again... but I miss hitting up the bars with my friends and being able to drink a red bull without traveling off to some psychedelic hellscape.
3. To those in recovery... were you ever able to enjoy weed the way you used to (ie not worrying about intake causing symptoms). We're you able to drink, smoke, resume your old habits without symptoms? If so how long did it take? If not... how are you doing now?
Many thanks for your replies... I realize I am newbie on here but I am so worried about this stuff. From what i can tell Blers may know more about this than my doc, who insists that i just have an anxiety disorder (i have had anxiety all my life... this is chemical/biological and im sure of it).