DrinksWithEvil
Bluelighter
I've seen people with tracks so bad, they are up and down legs and arms and never go away.
Thats true; i find it very uncomfortable the way my family automaticaly look at my arms when i take my jacket off however, as theyre aware of my history. The average stranger in the street wouldnt notice my healed marks.
Damn, i remember the way my arms used to look and i shudder; abcecsses, weeping tracks it was not pretty
I regret peeping this thread after reading all the posts about how the major track scars are permanent XO I did NOT know that they may never go away! oh well, I guess I was going to find out down the road anyways...
I am 22 days off and I still have tracks. Probably will take months to heal IMO.
The fact I am still not deterred still seriously bothers me and I am beginning to accept why that is.
So with knowing more about what lead to "now" and why I am accepting this and choosing to forgive myself.
I am only using cannabis extract (shatter), and I am ok with using shatter.
Muchto everyone else out there.