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Bluelighter
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- Jul 10, 2010
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Hello all
I'll start out by saying this probably wasn't one of my smartest ideas, but I wanted to see how far into the dissacociative state I could go into. Where I am, Medical K and DXM only syrums are easy to find, where as most other drugs (Pretty much all psychs and recreational drugs except hash) is impossible to find.
Started out with my first trip to the store, i by chance asked if they would sell me K, and they did, I got 1 gram of liq instantly. I never held it like this and was very interested in trying this.
After that finished I picked up another 1.5G of liq, i made 500mg of crystal and kept the rest for IMing.
My fam was leaving the city and I was alone in the house, so i decided to stroll on over to one of the pharmacies and look for DXM. I was thinking about how I could make the K-hole experience more vivid and intense because IMing it I found was intense, NOTHING like snorting, but was much short lived. I got about 400mg of DXM in syrup and decided it was time now that I was free.
I had been doing small 10-35mg IM's throughout the day, and took a long break before I left to get the DXM at the store (Don't wanna be stumblin n fumblin all around now hehe)
Soon as I got home, I downed the DXM, I hadn't eaten anything for about 5 hours prior worrying about nausea, thankfully I didn't get any which was good. I loaded up 2 CC's and had a total of about 100mg ready for IM. At the same time I also set up a couple bumps in front of me as well as tucked away the stash.
I clean up before I go in.
I set up the first CC and inject into my left shoulder. Done. I did the next, next to the same spot. I get maybe 30-40 seconds before it hits me at this spot so I quickly rolled up a bill and snorted a bump.
I put my headphones on listening to some Buddah Bar CDs I had gotten recently. I kept my eyes open because I wanted to witness what this combination would do to my peripheral vision and everything around me regarding OEV. It was strange, the things going through my mind were crazy at the time, almost like I was controlling how the world around me was working and revolving, but watching it happen from third person, but through my own eyes, was really weird.
Everything also had like a oily yet dull looking texture to its appearance, eventually I found keeping my eyes open was giving me a mindfuck just thinking about everything around me, layed my head back on my pillow and closed my eyes for what was maybe 40-50 minutes.
I could hear the songlist changing and going through the different songs, it felt like every single song had told a story about my life and what was going through it, in the past, to the present and the future, but not in that order, it was jumbled throughout the music. The things I saw were basically my thoughts projected out into the blankness of my mind as I closed my eyes. Like I was lucid-daydreaming if you get me.
When I had come down from it all I ended up being so out of it, but wanted for some reason to try IVing some. I prepped up 30mg for IV. I read about how short yet intense it was so I set it up to get er done really fast.
it was about 1hour n 40 minutes since I did the IM/bump. I IVed it, and was jolted back into the same reality I was before, but had less controll over what was happening, but it was enjoyable. This time the visuals kind of reminded me of salvia right before breaking through on salvia. Except time didn't really stop along with my perception of everything, it was just really delayed and lagging almost, like the visuals flying through my headspace were leaving trails as they went, and the trails flashed slightly like strobe lights as they slowly faded into blackness.
This was short lived, all in all probably about 30 minutes, maybe a bit more.
After this I decided to IM one more 50mg into my pectorial muscles (Shoulder was sore.)
Didn't do as much as before and had really died down at this point, just felt really clammy and had the strange hand sweats when I rubbed my fingers if you know what I mean hehe.
I waited it all out while listening to tunes till I got back to baseline then slept nicely.
All in all, Id say it was a pretty wicked experience, but I've had it for K-holes for now. It's a bit...far out and more of a experience best not repeated multiple times in my opinion. I only use K to add to my drunkess whilst drinkin now or on its own as a party drug (Very small bumps and increments after that)
I find Ketamine is a very useful tool for my depression as well, I don't know what I suffer from, I may be bi-polar or something but I have no idea. I had a rough past year and a combination of quitting amphetamines and moving to a new place has helped my mind readjust to itself. But i find the day after a K-hole I feel, refreshed and strangely happy with myself, like a boost of self-esteem that is needed.
Probably wouldn't do this to every single person out there, but I find it helps me tremendously as I find myself caught up by emotions way too suddenly and intensely. Anger, love, happyness, sadness, etc...
Cheers.
I'll start out by saying this probably wasn't one of my smartest ideas, but I wanted to see how far into the dissacociative state I could go into. Where I am, Medical K and DXM only syrums are easy to find, where as most other drugs (Pretty much all psychs and recreational drugs except hash) is impossible to find.
Started out with my first trip to the store, i by chance asked if they would sell me K, and they did, I got 1 gram of liq instantly. I never held it like this and was very interested in trying this.
After that finished I picked up another 1.5G of liq, i made 500mg of crystal and kept the rest for IMing.
My fam was leaving the city and I was alone in the house, so i decided to stroll on over to one of the pharmacies and look for DXM. I was thinking about how I could make the K-hole experience more vivid and intense because IMing it I found was intense, NOTHING like snorting, but was much short lived. I got about 400mg of DXM in syrup and decided it was time now that I was free.
I had been doing small 10-35mg IM's throughout the day, and took a long break before I left to get the DXM at the store (Don't wanna be stumblin n fumblin all around now hehe)
Soon as I got home, I downed the DXM, I hadn't eaten anything for about 5 hours prior worrying about nausea, thankfully I didn't get any which was good. I loaded up 2 CC's and had a total of about 100mg ready for IM. At the same time I also set up a couple bumps in front of me as well as tucked away the stash.
I clean up before I go in.
I set up the first CC and inject into my left shoulder. Done. I did the next, next to the same spot. I get maybe 30-40 seconds before it hits me at this spot so I quickly rolled up a bill and snorted a bump.
I put my headphones on listening to some Buddah Bar CDs I had gotten recently. I kept my eyes open because I wanted to witness what this combination would do to my peripheral vision and everything around me regarding OEV. It was strange, the things going through my mind were crazy at the time, almost like I was controlling how the world around me was working and revolving, but watching it happen from third person, but through my own eyes, was really weird.
Everything also had like a oily yet dull looking texture to its appearance, eventually I found keeping my eyes open was giving me a mindfuck just thinking about everything around me, layed my head back on my pillow and closed my eyes for what was maybe 40-50 minutes.
I could hear the songlist changing and going through the different songs, it felt like every single song had told a story about my life and what was going through it, in the past, to the present and the future, but not in that order, it was jumbled throughout the music. The things I saw were basically my thoughts projected out into the blankness of my mind as I closed my eyes. Like I was lucid-daydreaming if you get me.
When I had come down from it all I ended up being so out of it, but wanted for some reason to try IVing some. I prepped up 30mg for IV. I read about how short yet intense it was so I set it up to get er done really fast.
it was about 1hour n 40 minutes since I did the IM/bump. I IVed it, and was jolted back into the same reality I was before, but had less controll over what was happening, but it was enjoyable. This time the visuals kind of reminded me of salvia right before breaking through on salvia. Except time didn't really stop along with my perception of everything, it was just really delayed and lagging almost, like the visuals flying through my headspace were leaving trails as they went, and the trails flashed slightly like strobe lights as they slowly faded into blackness.
This was short lived, all in all probably about 30 minutes, maybe a bit more.
After this I decided to IM one more 50mg into my pectorial muscles (Shoulder was sore.)
Didn't do as much as before and had really died down at this point, just felt really clammy and had the strange hand sweats when I rubbed my fingers if you know what I mean hehe.
I waited it all out while listening to tunes till I got back to baseline then slept nicely.
All in all, Id say it was a pretty wicked experience, but I've had it for K-holes for now. It's a bit...far out and more of a experience best not repeated multiple times in my opinion. I only use K to add to my drunkess whilst drinkin now or on its own as a party drug (Very small bumps and increments after that)
I find Ketamine is a very useful tool for my depression as well, I don't know what I suffer from, I may be bi-polar or something but I have no idea. I had a rough past year and a combination of quitting amphetamines and moving to a new place has helped my mind readjust to itself. But i find the day after a K-hole I feel, refreshed and strangely happy with myself, like a boost of self-esteem that is needed.
Probably wouldn't do this to every single person out there, but I find it helps me tremendously as I find myself caught up by emotions way too suddenly and intensely. Anger, love, happyness, sadness, etc...
Cheers.
