i've been taking mdma in powder form one or twice a month since april, usually taking 1/4 of a gram in two bombs through out the night and maybe a couple of lines combined with small amounts of drink (one or two doubles). On saturday night me and my friends picked up from a dealer we'd used once before and had never had problems with. About an hour after taking our first usual sized bomb none of us were that up and we dropped another bomb.
Every other time i'd taken mdma i'd got extremely happy/up, really dancey. music sounded amazing, everything i touched felt so good, i gurned badly and few times and got really dialated pupils but i was still quite with it and could make safe decisions ect. I also stayed constantly up for about three hours after my last bomb. This time i didn't feel nearly as happy and would be really zone to the music for about half an hour then come down then come up again about 20 mins later but for shorter times. I felt totally in my own little world and very out of it but not very up. My pupils weren't as big as normal but still noticably bigger then usual and i barely gurned. At first I thought the mdma was not as strong but my other friends i had dropped with seemed as up as usual, although they had taken a few lines after our 2nd bombs which i declined due to unusual reaction.
The next day i wasn't really depressed just very tired and a bit irritable. I slept from 3pm to 11am this morning and still feel kind of tired/zoned and randomly burst in to tears for about 30 seconds earlier on. I never normally get come downs but usually feel a bit trippy for a few days after rolling.
I was just wonder whether anyone had any ideas why i reacted weirdly this time round? I'd also taken about 0.25 g of cocaine two nights before so i don't know if that would have had affected my reaction?
Every other time i'd taken mdma i'd got extremely happy/up, really dancey. music sounded amazing, everything i touched felt so good, i gurned badly and few times and got really dialated pupils but i was still quite with it and could make safe decisions ect. I also stayed constantly up for about three hours after my last bomb. This time i didn't feel nearly as happy and would be really zone to the music for about half an hour then come down then come up again about 20 mins later but for shorter times. I felt totally in my own little world and very out of it but not very up. My pupils weren't as big as normal but still noticably bigger then usual and i barely gurned. At first I thought the mdma was not as strong but my other friends i had dropped with seemed as up as usual, although they had taken a few lines after our 2nd bombs which i declined due to unusual reaction.
The next day i wasn't really depressed just very tired and a bit irritable. I slept from 3pm to 11am this morning and still feel kind of tired/zoned and randomly burst in to tears for about 30 seconds earlier on. I never normally get come downs but usually feel a bit trippy for a few days after rolling.
I was just wonder whether anyone had any ideas why i reacted weirdly this time round? I'd also taken about 0.25 g of cocaine two nights before so i don't know if that would have had affected my reaction?
