brickhouse50
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 29, 2006
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Hey, it's not funny! I was ACTUALLY convinced that I had a 50/50 chance of going into some sort of seizure or CNS shock due to the LSD + Seroquel coming on at the same exact time... I had a friend next to me ready to dial 911 at any moment's notice, and a piece of paper where I wrote down what I took, how much of it, and when, so he could give it to the paramedics!
Around the same time, two of my girlfriends decided they were gonna drop by, so I told my buddy to hold on to that piece of paper and put it away, because I didn't want the girls to see it because it would be embarrassing. Then I stopped for a second, and told him "well, if I'm walking around worried about what girls are gonna think of me, then I definitely don't think I'll be dying today!" 'Twas just a joke though... I actually DID think I had a pretty high chance of dying!
I pretty much got to the point of anticipating death within the hour, and was already imagining what my last fleeting thoughts would be... moments of acceptance, realizations, and ego loss. And no, this was not due to reaching ego-loss from LSD... I was still very much myself. This was purely from the panic and racing thoughts.
Anyways, that's the story of how a prank April fool's phone call ended up with me feeling like i actually might die for 2 hour's time. Funny how the prank caller will never know.
Around the same time, two of my girlfriends decided they were gonna drop by, so I told my buddy to hold on to that piece of paper and put it away, because I didn't want the girls to see it because it would be embarrassing. Then I stopped for a second, and told him "well, if I'm walking around worried about what girls are gonna think of me, then I definitely don't think I'll be dying today!" 'Twas just a joke though... I actually DID think I had a pretty high chance of dying!
I pretty much got to the point of anticipating death within the hour, and was already imagining what my last fleeting thoughts would be... moments of acceptance, realizations, and ego loss. And no, this was not due to reaching ego-loss from LSD... I was still very much myself. This was purely from the panic and racing thoughts.
Anyways, that's the story of how a prank April fool's phone call ended up with me feeling like i actually might die for 2 hour's time. Funny how the prank caller will never know.
