Missed two doses...couldn't get anything. Been on opiates for a lil over a year every day...couldn't have any for about 24 hours....woke up with giant pupils chills sweats all the stomach things...could barely move soooo cold...bla bla bla. I would have tried to get some more, wasn't wanting to go cold turkey at all but for some reason i have this motivation out of no where to quit now :s..took some tylenol gravol and loperamide....passed out for about 20 min...woke up a lil better...then got wayyy sicker for a few hours. got up took more of everything and clonazepam.....dont think the clonazepam did much. I have huuge tolerance and only took 3. then had some water layed on the couch...tried sex haha thought it might help...was a lil too sick for it though couldnt even move and almost threw up ha. just layed down for a while watching random shows all night. and taking some more loperamide and 3 more clonazepam...and now i feel....not great...pupils still a tiny bit big slight chills but restlessness is gone no more throwing up shakes gone can move around without any pain no fever no cramping still have a sick bum...sorry tmi...but holy shit been taking 6-12 immodium at once and that parts still not going away. Im scared this is the calm before the storm. Last time it took' a week to feel even a little better..Could it be the immodium or could this just be some kinda accelrated withdrawl? I hope its not the calm before the storm..Can wd ever just be a 48 hour thing? :s lol Tis a miracle or a tease???

