Right about seven weeks ago i took 0.5g of crystal mdma in 3 bombs
about 3-4 days afterwards i started to feel weird, these were my symptoms...
vision problems, feel like i was in a complete daze, everyone around me looked like they were moving too fast to catch up, couldnt grasp reality properly
anxiety/panic attacks (probably due to what the hell was going on)
complete utter short term memory loss, would think back to what i done during the day earlier and think " shit i cant even remember how the day went"
trying to think on a subject or equation was an absolute nightmare
had no motivation, thought i was losing my mind
dizzyness/felt weird turning my head
brain zaps during the day and when i went to sleep (only lasted a 10 days though)
a mild depersonalization/ but not that noticeable
anyways these are my symptoms and over a three week period it was probably the worst three weeks of my life. I researched over and over on the internet about people with the symptoms i was having and there was quite a response on people who were having the problems or near enough the same thing i was going through but there was a problem......i wasn't getting the answer i wanted to know..... and that was
RECOVERY TIME
every post i saw wouldnt say how long it took for the people who had the symptoms to recover. Now if your reading this and you have the symptoms above or partly some then your probably agree with me when i say that you think your losing your mind ? you think its never going to end ? you think your life has took a drastic turn and that you dont know how to live properly anymore? and you just want a way to get out of this mess and live your life as normal ?
well trust me when i say this.....YOU WILL RECOVER BUT IT DOES TAKE TIME, there is no quick fix to this, i had the severe probelm for about a month, but i learned from someone very knowledgeable on a forum who spoke about the subject that staying positive will speed up your recovery time, its not something that will go over night, its something that gets better as weeks go on.
The reason i post this is because there is not enough information giving to people who are going through this, the reason why it is not a researched topic is because there is simply no money in it. But trust me when i say this that you will get better, it may take 2 months, it may take 6 , it can take a year! it all depends on the person, everyone is different but the beauty of it is that the brain is an amazing thing it can recover from much more damage than you are having right now.... so please dont think to yourself " am i gonna be like this forever? " because you wont ! stop thinking silly.....questions to yourself like this will only make you panic more which isnt good for recovery.
The way i am recovering so much quicker is because im getting on with my life just as normal without letting the symptoms bother me. When i started doing this the symptoms started to diminish ever so slighty and now i go through my day and even forget about what im going through because im not letting it eat me up! you cannot let it get to you, its going to get better ? so stop worrying and live life to the full because it is too beautiful to waste!
im going to give you some things that will speed up your recovery even more which helped me alot in the last 3 weeks.....
exercise! exercise releases feel good chemicals in your brain !, it is sucha a crucial thing to speed up your recovery!, i didt exercise for the first month but after i found out it helps i started running round the block for 15mins everynight , i also went to the gym and done weights as i use to before this incident.....it helps so much to speed up recovery
eat healthy eat greens eat meat just eat lots, it will feed your brain to recovery
dont do other drugs especially weed! i cant tell you enough that doing other drugs when your trying to recover is just complete stupidity, your trying to heal your brain and putting even more shit to it is just rubbing salt into the wound!, stay sober!, weed does not help atall! it can even cause panic attacks, so stop doing drugs until you know you feel normal again!, i give no sympathy to people who are desperate to recover but are still smoking weed or doing drugs because your not helping yourself !
and lastly continue life as you would! stay positive!, dont let this bother you, the more you let it bother you the more your going to worry about it!, just continue life as normal and i promise you the symptoms will diminish, be happy and be in company with friends , it helps so much !
Also i have read alot about the use of benzos and SSRI's to help recover, there seems to be a bit debate about it but i believe that adding even more chemicals into your brain to help you recover may help you in the short term but once you get off them your going to have even more problems. Masking the symptoms isnt healing them ! stay off of them in my opinion , i tried benzos (diazepam) in the first week but i just stayed off of them, yes they help anxiety very well but there not the answer! you need to get through this on your own !, the mind is a powerful thing and being strong and controlling how you feel is key to getting over it.
Im probably now about 92% back to normal, but i still have weird stages through the day but hardly as much as i use too, i stayed sober ( not alcohol as i went to zante greece for a week and got smashed every night haha 2 weeks ago
) but it didt really slow down my healing but i would say its not exactly helping.....
so basically stay positive and dont panic! your going to be fine!
if you want any advice or want to know anything i went through let me know on here and il be happy to help you, because i know what your going through, its fucking horrible but im positive 6 months to a year down the line il be back to myself and so will you ! so stop panickin and looking up on forums about whats going wrong with you because you dont need too ! i found that looking up on forums just makes things worse because you read the most horrible shit ever like.....
"iv been like it for 4 years now and i dont think im ever gonna get better" dont read that shit ! is that you? NO
its probably someone who takes 20 pills a day so dont think its gonna be you !
so stay off the forums and stay positive , your going to be FINE :D
about 3-4 days afterwards i started to feel weird, these were my symptoms...
vision problems, feel like i was in a complete daze, everyone around me looked like they were moving too fast to catch up, couldnt grasp reality properly
anxiety/panic attacks (probably due to what the hell was going on)
complete utter short term memory loss, would think back to what i done during the day earlier and think " shit i cant even remember how the day went"
trying to think on a subject or equation was an absolute nightmare
had no motivation, thought i was losing my mind
dizzyness/felt weird turning my head
brain zaps during the day and when i went to sleep (only lasted a 10 days though)
a mild depersonalization/ but not that noticeable
anyways these are my symptoms and over a three week period it was probably the worst three weeks of my life. I researched over and over on the internet about people with the symptoms i was having and there was quite a response on people who were having the problems or near enough the same thing i was going through but there was a problem......i wasn't getting the answer i wanted to know..... and that was
RECOVERY TIME
every post i saw wouldnt say how long it took for the people who had the symptoms to recover. Now if your reading this and you have the symptoms above or partly some then your probably agree with me when i say that you think your losing your mind ? you think its never going to end ? you think your life has took a drastic turn and that you dont know how to live properly anymore? and you just want a way to get out of this mess and live your life as normal ?
well trust me when i say this.....YOU WILL RECOVER BUT IT DOES TAKE TIME, there is no quick fix to this, i had the severe probelm for about a month, but i learned from someone very knowledgeable on a forum who spoke about the subject that staying positive will speed up your recovery time, its not something that will go over night, its something that gets better as weeks go on.
The reason i post this is because there is not enough information giving to people who are going through this, the reason why it is not a researched topic is because there is simply no money in it. But trust me when i say this that you will get better, it may take 2 months, it may take 6 , it can take a year! it all depends on the person, everyone is different but the beauty of it is that the brain is an amazing thing it can recover from much more damage than you are having right now.... so please dont think to yourself " am i gonna be like this forever? " because you wont ! stop thinking silly.....questions to yourself like this will only make you panic more which isnt good for recovery.
The way i am recovering so much quicker is because im getting on with my life just as normal without letting the symptoms bother me. When i started doing this the symptoms started to diminish ever so slighty and now i go through my day and even forget about what im going through because im not letting it eat me up! you cannot let it get to you, its going to get better ? so stop worrying and live life to the full because it is too beautiful to waste!
im going to give you some things that will speed up your recovery even more which helped me alot in the last 3 weeks.....
exercise! exercise releases feel good chemicals in your brain !, it is sucha a crucial thing to speed up your recovery!, i didt exercise for the first month but after i found out it helps i started running round the block for 15mins everynight , i also went to the gym and done weights as i use to before this incident.....it helps so much to speed up recovery
eat healthy eat greens eat meat just eat lots, it will feed your brain to recovery
dont do other drugs especially weed! i cant tell you enough that doing other drugs when your trying to recover is just complete stupidity, your trying to heal your brain and putting even more shit to it is just rubbing salt into the wound!, stay sober!, weed does not help atall! it can even cause panic attacks, so stop doing drugs until you know you feel normal again!, i give no sympathy to people who are desperate to recover but are still smoking weed or doing drugs because your not helping yourself !
and lastly continue life as you would! stay positive!, dont let this bother you, the more you let it bother you the more your going to worry about it!, just continue life as normal and i promise you the symptoms will diminish, be happy and be in company with friends , it helps so much !
Also i have read alot about the use of benzos and SSRI's to help recover, there seems to be a bit debate about it but i believe that adding even more chemicals into your brain to help you recover may help you in the short term but once you get off them your going to have even more problems. Masking the symptoms isnt healing them ! stay off of them in my opinion , i tried benzos (diazepam) in the first week but i just stayed off of them, yes they help anxiety very well but there not the answer! you need to get through this on your own !, the mind is a powerful thing and being strong and controlling how you feel is key to getting over it.
Im probably now about 92% back to normal, but i still have weird stages through the day but hardly as much as i use too, i stayed sober ( not alcohol as i went to zante greece for a week and got smashed every night haha 2 weeks ago
) but it didt really slow down my healing but i would say its not exactly helping.....so basically stay positive and dont panic! your going to be fine!
if you want any advice or want to know anything i went through let me know on here and il be happy to help you, because i know what your going through, its fucking horrible but im positive 6 months to a year down the line il be back to myself and so will you ! so stop panickin and looking up on forums about whats going wrong with you because you dont need too ! i found that looking up on forums just makes things worse because you read the most horrible shit ever like.....
"iv been like it for 4 years now and i dont think im ever gonna get better" dont read that shit ! is that you? NO
its probably someone who takes 20 pills a day so dont think its gonna be you !
so stay off the forums and stay positive , your going to be FINE :D
