Overall it was a shitty night of sleep. My eyes were dilated like crazy; I could tell I was in full withdrawal…thank god I took the suboxone. I felt minor pains because my habit was getting up there again. I should have taken more but I knew I might slam dope real soon and didn’t want to have the subs be in my system when I do it.
Getting up was fairly easy other than the fact I was tired from tossing and turning all night. My grandparents left shortly after I was up to go shopping so I went to clean up my "table" (which had a bunch of paraphernalia on it) in the room downstairs where I bang my dope. While cleaning I found cotton with a lot of residue on it and was able to get a tiny shot. When I did it I noticed some pain as I felt the needle break my skin…It was a sign I need a new one.
At about two it started getting nasty over here, dark ass clouds, wind, and rain started coming down hard. I was worried that the storm might keep my connections indoors but I kept my fingers crossed. I needed…well wanted to score this dope. I called about six to see what the plan was going to be tonight and to my surprise I found out that my homies had an early start today and would be able to cop for me sooner than the usual time. I headed downtown and met up with them at a Quiznos. We spent at least a half hour waiting around for the dope man, if not longer. When my homie got back with the shit he gave me two new rigs too! Score! We immediately went to King Soopers to fix. I was hesitant that the suboxone might still be in my system but I got high and still am so obviously I waited long enough.
After we finished there I dropped them off so I could go home. I just walked in the door and the family is still out which is a relief. I think I’ll take advantage of the moment and go smoke a bowl outside before anyone does get here. Then I’ll start calling around to see what everyone is up to tonight. I’d like to kick with someone but with my luck I will most likely end up home again with nothing to do.
Getting up was fairly easy other than the fact I was tired from tossing and turning all night. My grandparents left shortly after I was up to go shopping so I went to clean up my "table" (which had a bunch of paraphernalia on it) in the room downstairs where I bang my dope. While cleaning I found cotton with a lot of residue on it and was able to get a tiny shot. When I did it I noticed some pain as I felt the needle break my skin…It was a sign I need a new one.
At about two it started getting nasty over here, dark ass clouds, wind, and rain started coming down hard. I was worried that the storm might keep my connections indoors but I kept my fingers crossed. I needed…well wanted to score this dope. I called about six to see what the plan was going to be tonight and to my surprise I found out that my homies had an early start today and would be able to cop for me sooner than the usual time. I headed downtown and met up with them at a Quiznos. We spent at least a half hour waiting around for the dope man, if not longer. When my homie got back with the shit he gave me two new rigs too! Score! We immediately went to King Soopers to fix. I was hesitant that the suboxone might still be in my system but I got high and still am so obviously I waited long enough.
After we finished there I dropped them off so I could go home. I just walked in the door and the family is still out which is a relief. I think I’ll take advantage of the moment and go smoke a bowl outside before anyone does get here. Then I’ll start calling around to see what everyone is up to tonight. I’d like to kick with someone but with my luck I will most likely end up home again with nothing to do.